tonite.... is most probably the most freaky nite of my entire life..

can't think of what will happen tmr... or should i say.... later todae...

can't help it... i guess it;s natural to worry... i think.... even though i try to keep in mind that i've done my best... and God's in control of da matter anyway, i can't help but wonder...

oh well, wish me luck....

haha..

oh what fun...

the past 2 days have been damn slack.... haha... but fun larh... quite.. i guess at least... have been hanging out wif esta... haha... back to thomson like old times... =) yup... but u could say we spent a bomb these past 2 daes.. haha.. on nail polish, a new bag... and.... a new photo album... which reminds me... think my new pen's still with her.. haha.. anyway, really fun.. we did really cute nail art thingys... haha... really sweet...

well, juz as everyone expected... O's results out on fridae... which theoratically means tmr... rather freaked out... and besides that, leading worship for cell this sat... hope no matter what my results are, i'll be able to lead... it's not like i want a perfect score of 7 points or something.. juz hope i pass my science and a maths... da 2 subjects i'm most worried about... coz i've nv passed a maths... and my science, i noe i screwed up... it'll definately be a miricle if i pass manz... but i juz hope that no matter what circumstance i'm in, i'll still praise Him..

oh well, betta go now... cya

bumming around....

that's what most school going people want.... haha... for me, i'm juz plain bored.. nothing to do.... except rot in front of the tv... and go out with people who aren't studying too... seriously, it gets kind of boring... missed the days when i'd spend the morning in school.. then after that, go out and have fun! yupyup... now, there's no alpha.... no esther.... well, clarence is more or less occupied... haha... no bryan... no justin... haha...

so..... i'm stuck with alicia, weijin and tim han.... hey... face it... sure i can get together and hang out.... but let's juz sae... i dun gel that well with them than compared to the pple mentioned above.... haha...

i better get a job soon.... or else, i'm gonna bore myself to death... haha... well, it's better for me larh... but yet again, i'm afraid that if i do get a job, i wun be able to go for orientation camp.

ah....... crap larh... haha...

EWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! green church bulletin!! gosh......... almost died manz... haha.. thank God it's only this wk...

anywae, i guess i could say da day turned out quite hectic in da morning... n early afternoon... had to go church office n do stuff b4 service.. then after service camp registration opened! yay! so exciting... haha... then after cluster meeting, had camp comm meeting... haha... so fun... haha... ok... i muz sound crazy.... but fun larh... the people veri fun.. =) then i had to rush for my piano mock exam.. thank god it turned out ok enuff... so i can take my exam this yr.. haha... =)

and da rest of my day........ shhhhhh......... it's a secret... haha...
but yeah... it was fun..

Ladies day out... How boring... haha... don't i sound very tomboy-ish now?! haha..

anywae, got rushed out of bed.... got rushed in the shower.... got rushed to get changed and get out of the house.... well, good thing is we got there early... but... after all that rushing, we had to wait for about half an hour...

now comes to the "who" part.... haha... well, i got no idea... completely no idea why my mom did it, but she had to pull me out with her old classmates... they're like..... roughly a group of ladies....(convent school larh...) who are like... 35 yrs older than me... well, at least i had a good meal... but yet again, had to dress up.... no denim allowed... haha...

anywae, kind of spent the day with my Godma... went shopping... bought quite alot of clothes.... haha... then went for another get together with more of their classmates.... gawd.... thank god my day's over... haha....

chaoz..

friday afternoon - shopping with clarence...
friday night - worship practice

sat - valentine's day at sentosa
sat night - prepare for worship

sunday morning - children's church worship
- youth aflame meeting
- CS
sunday afternoon- lunch
- Cell leaders meeting
- leaders devotion
sunday evening - pool

conclusion- extremely tired... burnt... exhausted...

goodnite...

*sigh* it's been one wk since i updated my blog..... almost anyway... haha.. well, it's been quite an uneventful wk... hmm... that wasn't until yesterdae actually.. haha..

yesterdae started out juz fine... one of my favourite ways to start the dae... haha.. which is sleeping half the day.. or almost half anywae.. the half from about 3 am to about 12pm.. haha.. ok.. call me a bum if u want to... but it's nice to sleep in.. =) watched tv after that... ah....... how perfect.. haha.. then, met clarence to buy his valentine's dae pressie for weijin.. haha.. the day got twisted there... firstly, justin was supposed to come... but went out with his parents... yup.. was ok wif me larh.. afterall, he spends so much time away from home... u tourist... hehe.. but yar... while they were gift wrapping her gift, alicia and tim han who planned to meet us, met us... but brought weijin...
so, we had to complicate things and use esther's name for an excuse (sorry esta) so it'd be a secret... scheme... haha... but anywae, clarence and i succeeded with the scheme.. and boy did she get surprised... =) sure feels good to put a smile on anyone's face...

had quite a good time in sentosa todae... that was... until alpha was so late... it was annoying... i would sae he wasted 3 bucks entry manz... but really... it's pointless... all he did was play soccer on the beach.... soccer.... when can guys get enough of it?? and besides, it's not everyweek we get to go to the beach... like... since they've paid 3 bucks, can't they enjoy themselves and... not play soccer?!?! aiyah.. pointless larh...

second valentine's day i actually celebrate... or at least i try to..... turned out to be a disaster.... again.... *sobz* so sad... aiyah. but nvm.... it's over.. no point.. no way to turn back time.. and besides... don't wanna talk about it...

anyway, leading worship for the kids this wk... so, gotta go and prepare now..
chaoz...

and btw... happy valentine's day to whoever reads this...

it's sunday again!!! haha... seems like a long long time since my last free sunday...yeah... overall, guessed i enjoyed myself... =) few hiccups here and there... but ok larh... that's life...

yup... had a nice bk breakfast.... but couldn't finish the meal... wonder why... haha... oh yeah.... going sentosa!!! yay! haha... and both the POP cells too!! so happy! valentine's day on sentosa... nice... but as i read the newpaper afew minutes ago, saw this article that really struck me... the headlines.... "Old and sick of living" and on the 2 pages, pictures of old folks with no family... no friends... alone... it really made me think..... why on earth are we having fun amongst ourselves when we can actually have fun, help the less fortunate and be united as a cell/YF.. well, i'm not saying it has to be old folks... there are alot of less fortunate children around too... oh well, alittle too late to change plans... may do it for some upcoming event... =)

yup... anywae, as my day continued... went to watch a movie... was hoping for a lot of company... but sadly, only alicia, alpha n i watched it... got quite pissed while deciding actually... can't people be more decisive? damn annoying... the best thing is that if i actually helped them make all the decisions, they'd probably start hating me anyway..... *sigh* life....

oh well... nothing much to update liao... chao..

lately..... nothing much to put here... so....... explains my disappearing act... well.... kind of at least... haha... anywae, it's been a nice week... managed to slack... but yet again, was quite busy... had to do stuff... go places and so on and so forth.. but...... i guess it was overall quite fun! yay

haha... managed to go and catch a show earlier on this wk... so happy..... since i started working, din really manage to get much time on my own as well as with alpha... so... i'm very happy... haha... =) yup... watched the last samurai.. good show... juz alittle gory.... very actually... haha... oh well.... but nice larh..

went to sakae todae too! sho fun!! eat and eat and eat... then stuff ourself up.... become turkey.... haha... fun... good company too... hmm.... then went to thomson for bubble tea!!! bubble tea!! yay! yup...

oh yeah... tmr's youth aflame.... and practice was on wednesdae... so last minute..... gosh..... madness... haha.. but quite happy larh... manage to go get a pedicure done... haha.. =) nice toe nails... hehe...

oh well.... shall stop here.... seeya....

it's me again!!! haha... disappeared for awhile there didn't i?? stupid computer giving me problems larh... first the stupid virus... then now it's the monitor's problem... stupid thing got me stuck with a different moniter... afew inches smaller than mine... it's so annoying...

ah.... oh well... dun feel like updating much... eye itchy... hair getting in the way... so, some other time... chao!