it's gonna be a day to my birthday in awhile... and honestly, i'm not too sure how well it'll turn out...

at this point in time... i don't know what to feel... i guess everything put together would be called defeat... maybe i shouldn't be posting it here... but then again... i don't know... wanna see thru me... this is ur chance..

well... today... was having dinner at mac with mom.. coz it was the coolest place at the ave. 10 market.. saw this couple.. probably a sec 1 gal and a sec 3 guy... and guess what?! like life isn't hard enough... mom just had to say that why is everyone throwing away their life at such an early age? why's everyone closing all the doors so soon? she's been saying the same about me since 3 yrs plus ago... well, i honestly thought she was over it... but she's apparently still hoping that i'll leave alpha... why's the world like that?? worst of all... why must she be so direct... so straight forward.. why does her words always slap me across the face every now and then... just when i've more or less forgotten, she'd come and throw more comments my way..

on top of that... well, i guess this is not too serious... depending on how lionel takes it... i was juz curious as to why they broke up then got back together again... sigh... i got my info mixed up.. and i did type it on the msn window.. that i mistook ivan's ex with lionel's current/ex.. wadeva larh.. apparently she got pissed and he got into a lot of trouble... it's like... if u're attached... there should be TRUST.... where's that?! next.... why on earth should either party in the relationship get influenced by an outsider...

like HELLO!!!! come on.... don't be so naive... there's only so much time we have on earth... why think so much?!?!?! sigh...

oh... it's past 12 now... haha... just 1 more day til i turn 18... in case i don't get to say this tmr.... i'll say it one last time...

"HI!!!! i'm pui yee(or shirlyn... which eva u know me as...)... and i'm 17 plus!! yay! haha... =)

my apologies... i know that i've disappeared... but i'm back!! haha... anyway, to be honest, i have absolutely no idea wad i did.. but yeah... haha.. i actually have nothing much to say... for once in how long... this is gonna be the end of this post..

ok... i think i promised to blog more after my assignments...

yup... they're finally over! woohoo! i'm a happy girl.. quite larh... well, i really really really thank god that the week's over... i think i wouldn't have been able to handle it anymore if the week was even a tad bit longer.. had quite a tough week.. ok.. so maybe tough's an understatement.. and a extremely shitty sat.... BUT.... it's all over now.. so... who cares?!?!?!? heee... i juz love my attitude...

hmm... motto for this week....

life's too short to restrict yourself... so do what u like, when u like... haha...

oh... injured my hand.. so shall not type too much...

ok.. today is like... totally break day.... this is how it all happened...

alpha's out of camp! block leave... haha.. i juz love it... missed the times like that when i was still in sec school.. anyway.. yeah... i kind of woke up at 9.... was still kind of sleepy... dozing in and out of sleep.. decided to call alpha... haha.. we were holding the phone for like.. 45 mins.. but i hardly thing we were saying anything for most of the time... we were both kind of falling alseep on da phone... haha.. ended up meeting at 11... i skipped school... =X hmm... call it no interest at all... haha... (hope u weren't expecting a betta answer like i need rest...)

met him at amk bus interchange... yup... guess where we went.... haha...

okok.. had lots of fun.. felt like a tourist... went from amk... hmm... if u still dunno.. it's da zoo... haha.. so fun! started walking... and continued walking... and more walking... but of course.. at da same time, we were taking loads of photos... =) both of us had cameras... so fun... but some of them turned out blur.. but i guess that's juz common rite?! anyway, i'll be posting my photos up when i have time.. they're currently on my laptop.. haha... so fun!! hmm... i think all in all, we saw about 4 animals pee... haha... a few of them crap... and i think a couple were mating.. haha.. or at least i think that's wad it supposed to be...

after a bit of walking.. went to watch the animal show... but sadly, it started raining half way and they couldn't continue... but they brought the sealions out.. so fun... so cute.. so big.. so cuddly... haha.. ok... felt like cuddling it... haha... got kissed by it... got it on camera.. haha.. but i din capture it from my digital.. so too bad.. haha... if u wanna see it, u gotta either come to my house.. or bug me long and hard enuff for me to show it to u.. haha.. sealion mouth smell like fish... but surprisingly, not as bad as spady or midnight's cat breath.. haha..

hmm... after that...... oh.. we went to the childrens place... da thing that's like a petting zoo... alpha moo-ed at da cows... and guess wad?!?! da cow actually moo-ed back.. that was seriously quite hilarious... while we were walking there... the zoo suddenly had an increase of sheep... as in.. many many... standing on 2 legs... haha... so many people there were meh-ing... oh.. and i also realised that sheep's fur has got the texture of my sheep skin rug.. haha... oh.. the snow tiger was lying in the position of a tiger rug.. haha.. quite hilarious...

had ben and jerry's at da end... yummy...

extremely fun day... thanks darling... =)

Assignments galore.... haha... 5 to be exact... so... u'll either get a lot of posts when i'm pissed... or... not get any til i'm done.. so tata...

ok... i think it's about time for a short update... will update more when i'm more awake.. haha.. anyway... my weekend was quite shit except for sunday nite.. ok larh.. well... the events were quite ok on sat... sun afternoon was total shit... total i tell u... sigh.. oh well.. life still goes on... today... or more like yesterdae... aug 1... well.. that's not da actual date... it's by chinese calendar... haha.. so yup... that's about it for now larh... i'll get back soon! ;)