sigh... this sucks... sitting in the canteen... listening to stupid chinese music coz it's being played... something like the school's radio station or something... but it's in chinese... for 1, i dun like chinese.. for another, there's a good mix of all the races in this school.. can they not be so racist?

well.... i wouldn't have got stuck here if not for quite a number of communication breakdowns in... less than an hour?!?!

anyway, here's what happen.. was supposed to go meet alpha and his fwens at j8... but, he couldn't... coz he had to do some WITS project... (a waste of time.. trust me... did it before... but it sure looks good on paper... coz it'l be noted...) so that was cancelled.. during my psp class.. din really matter...

then, had plans to go to clementi to buy my concession pass wif my classmate... but then again, couldn't find her after class ended...  after that, went to look for kannan coz he said he'd be in canteen 1... but alas.... haha.. since he din haf company coz i was leaving, he went home first....

and there u have it... me... all alone in the canteen.. ok.. so i may not be the only person here.. but i'm sitting alone... so yeah... haha... thank god i have my notebook.. but hopefully, it'll last me til 5.30...

and.. alicia's been sitting a few tables away from me for quite some time.. and she hasn't realised that i'm here.. haha... blind... haha...

today's lessons were a bore.... so sian... haha.. and i wasn't paying attention at all during my psp lecture.. being blocked by many many heads... and... a dark room... haha... yeah.. and me being so tired.... juz din help the situation at all...

yup... that's about all... going to do other stuff... getting bored to death...

well, it's a beautiful monday.... haha... yeah rite... how i wish....

the only 2 things that probably went well today is lunch with alpha and practical for my java thingy... haha....  in a good mood now.. but wasn't  earlier on...

yeah... the morning sucked... haha... left the house early, missed the bus by a little coz i had to go draw money.... so, had to wait... i think... a good 10 mins.... then after that, the bus was rather crowded... and i did expect a double decker coz da one before was a single deck... but... oh well.. got a single deck anyway.... yeah.. was crowded.. so had to stand half the way... and when i finally got a place to sit, i was dozing of on da bus.... like gosh... it's early not so early in the morning... and i still fell asleep on the bus... i normally don't even do that when i go home late... well, guess i'm really tired....

besides the stupid bus journey and leaving da house early, i still got to school late... damn da bus... haha... anyway, the morning's lessons were spend stoning and rotting away... and well, during my 3 hr lunch, went to King Albert Park Mac Donald for lunch with alpha... haha.. so happy... manage to complete some of my work while waiting for him too.. so yeah.. it was productive... haha...

and back for psp practical... the tutor checked the stuff and complimented me.... haha.... not only for da work part.. but fo general participation in class... haha... no biggie anyway... haha... afterall, i am the rep for this particular class... so i guess i should be doing well... haha.... well, that's about all.. coz i'm still in class... haha...

chaoz...

well, it's a beautiful monday.... haha... yeah rite... how i wish....

the only 2 things that probably went well today is lunch with alpha and practical for my java thingy... haha....  in a good mood now.. but wasn't  earlier on...

yeah... the morning sucked... haha... left the house early, missed the bus by a little coz i had to go draw money.... so, had to wait... i think... a good 10 mins.... then after that, the bus was rather crowded... and i did expect a double decker coz da one before was a single deck... but... oh well.. got a single deck anyway.... yeah.. was crowded.. so had to stand half the way... and when i finally got a place to sit, i was dozing of on da bus.... like gosh... it's early not so early in the morning... and i still fell asleep on the bus... i normally don't even do that when i go home late... well, guess i'm really tired....

besides the stupid bus journey and leaving da house early, i still got to school late... damn da bus... haha... anyway, the morning's lessons were spend stoning and rotting away... and well, during my 3 hr lunch, went to King Albert Park Mac Donald for lunch with alpha... haha.. so happy... manage to complete some of my work while waiting for him too.. so yeah.. it was productive... haha...

and back for psp practical... the tutor checked the stuff and complimented me.... haha.... not only for da work part.. but fo general participation in class... haha... no biggie anyway... haha... afterall, i am the rep for this particular class... so i guess i should be doing well... haha.... well, that's about all.. coz i'm still in class... haha...

chaoz...

hmm... today was nice and enjoyable... decided to skip my lessons todae... =X haha...
but yeah.. gave me another chance to recharge... or... so i thought... haha...

so... it was like that... woke up... when my uncle came, i had my lunch... and afterward, prepared to go for a shower... but.... was really really reluctant... just wanted to stay home... wad made it worst was that it started to pour cats, dogs and tweety birds... haha.. (really heavy.. if u dun get it..) so, juz decided not to go... haha.. spent da afternoon doing 3 chapters of french hw... then after that, practiced a bit of piano, watched a bit of tv.. and finally went to do my work.. at least i wanted to...

but... had to pack my clothes back into da drawer... and i accidentally broke my moisturizer while doing so... so yeah.. had to pick up da shattered pieces of glass... clean up da mess and all... that's when grandma juz had to open her mouth... and start argueing with mommy... sigh... family politics... so complicating.. narh... actually, quite easy to understand.. if u keep in touch with da story... sigh.. what i don't get is why must people be so difficult?? why can't they accept changes?? why are people so blinded by their own way of thinking when it's so damn clear that others are going all out to help?! and why do pple push their responsibilities to other pple when everyone has a share??

*sigh* really do wanna help... but it'll prob make things worst...

wow... 4 days have passed already... this is da fifth... i think... haha... am super blur... anyway, update.... i'm still alive! haha... obvious ain't it?! haha... carapping alot... it's a monday... surprisingly not so blue.. juz very tired... haha... and loads has happened since my last update...
 
thursday...
went to da docs to get my inhaler... (mine expired...) then after that, went for my first bowling session wif da np bowling club... haha... so fun... the coach is nice.. but scary in a way... sometimes, i wish he'd just leave me alone.... haha... hmm... yeah...
 
friday...
considered whether to join the bowling league or not... haha.. yup.. ended up joining just for fun anyway... da rest of da day..... well, spent 3 hrs bumming in school.... 2 hrs bumming at alpha's house... went for yong tau foo... yummy... and went for worship prac after that... haha... nothing very exciting...
 
saturday...
woke up at 9 plus... had a nice casual conversation wif my mom and my aunt in da room... bummed around a bit...  after that, went for da np open at marina... so fun... haha... was da only one using a house ball to play... but, wasn't da worst... so... din really bother me.. haha... oh yeah... grandma's back!!!! from da hospital.... haha.. and this time round.... da doc says she needs someone to be around 24/7.... and unfortunately, none of us can do so... mom's working and aunt's studying at trinity theological college... and me... i'm studying too.. like duh.... haha... so yeah... it was either we get a maid or put her in a day care... as she kicked up a big fuss bout da day care option... no choice... had to get a maid... and.... worst thing is, family finances aren't that good... we're already spending more than we make.... but we got no choice.... juz da bills alone are a killer.. so oh well.......
 
sunday...
went to church in da morning as usual... haha... den came home after that....had family lunch... then went to take a long afternoon nap... haha... call me a pig for all i care... but i was tired... and tired pple sleep... haha... makes sense doesn't it... yup... da nite.. watched some tv.. did some hw... ate some dinner... haha... did lots of chatting... and yup.. that very much concluded my wkend...
 
today...
spending 3 hours in a boring place coz of da stupid long long break we have... what a waste of time...
 
signing out....

gosh.... some people are such a pain in the ass... yup... pain in the ass.... definately... hah... the worst part is that there's more or less a different pain in the ass in every lecture and tutorial... i can't help it... it's like.. can't you just listen to the lecturer instead of go against almost everything he says?! so annoying...

as crazy as it may seem, second time today i'm updating this..

haha... well, there's lots of work to do... statistics, java programming and computer systems are architecture... oh.. not to mention theory for piano too... oh... and french... gosh.. so much to do.. so little time... this is hectic... and i seriously need more rest too... at the rate i'm going, i'll most probably get exhausted... haha.. but yet again, by god's grace, i believe i'll be able to go strong... =)

anyway, gotta do some packing up.. and after that, off to bed..

after one week.....

well, now everything's in full swing... class and all... blah blah blah... yeah... well, the lecturers are quite crap... but oh well... self study lor... haha... and i seriously need to get more sleep... eyes are closing even as i'm typing this... haha..

anyway, last week... from what i remember now.. in my state of sleepiness, there was a very boring variety show put up on friday nite.. a total waste of time... yeah... besides that, the french lecturer was kind of mad... teaching us stuff way beyond our capacity... well, for the second lesson of french anyway... ah!!! not concentrating.. anyway, i gtg and read my one chapter before class starts... get back to ya...

*muackz*

haha.. juz felt like doing that...

It's monday... and surprisingly, i had no piano today.. haha... it's not the music school... and neither is it me... haha.. well no technically speaking anyway... yup... it's becoz of my new time table... which sucks... so yeah... skipped today's lesson... haha... anyway, after last wk's "fun" week of orientation... talks... seminars... lame games... we finally started getting down to doing some work todae... yup... the oreintation of what we'll be learning.. so yeah... did some revision.. and also learnt some new stuff..

haha... yup... todae was actually fun... except for da fact that one of my classmates made da whole class come in the same colour today... rather lame i think... thank God tmr is IS day... interdisciplinary studies dae... our normal tutorial classes are split up... so, we won't have lame dresscodes to follow... haha... yeah.. da only sucky thing about tmr is SW aka sports and wellness... haha.. yeah yeah... as u all noe, i'm not really a sporty person... well, at least not a land sports person... sea sports!! yeah... haha.. but yet again, doubt i'll join sailing... i think i'll be going for bowling... takes up less time.. and also, a long time interest... haha..

yup... besides that, it was rather interesting meeting some of my lecturers... haha... surprisingly, there was this 50 plus lady... whose head was all white... and guess what?! she's an IT lecturer... like... wow.... haha... and my PSP (problem solving and programming lecturer.... oh gosh... he's so hot... he's an auzzie, very tall and very well built too... haha... =X shouldn't be saying all this should i?! anyway, gotta run... chaoz... haha... (alpha... if u read this, dun get mad... pls.... *puppy eyes* it's juz eye candy... promise...)