it's a horrid day... don't know why.. but it just is.... yeah... feel like doing absolutely nothing today...
Je n'aime pas le livres et devoirs... Je n'aime pas du tot un cours... J'aime pas travailler, ni sortir.
c'est nul!
September 29, 2004
now that tuesday's over... well... guess it turned out ok... like any normal day... kind of relaxing i would say... but now, i'm like struggling... juz finished preparing for a CSA presentation... now studying for french test... and.. i'm like... so screwed... din go for revision last wk coz went to visit my grandma in hospital.. yeah... and now, i got absolutely no idea what's going on coz kannan din come online... so... i'm kind of like... way pissed... haha... superficial i guess.. can hardly get pissed at anyone for such a small reason.. unless he/she does it one too many times... yup...
anyway, as for today, oral presentation was a breeze... haha... other people presenting today were so busy trying to have all their points memorized... while nel n i were juz chatting bout any and everything under the sun... haha... oh what fun... anyway, after that, met up wif joseph, euge, esthergoh n alpha for a meeting... ssshhhhh... haha... played a bit of mahjong too.. yup.. that was relaxing in a way.. though the game was quite intense.. haha... yup.. that about summarizes da day... oh well.. tata...
will keep u updated if i'm still alive after tmr.. haha....
anyway, as for today, oral presentation was a breeze... haha... other people presenting today were so busy trying to have all their points memorized... while nel n i were juz chatting bout any and everything under the sun... haha... oh what fun... anyway, after that, met up wif joseph, euge, esthergoh n alpha for a meeting... ssshhhhh... haha... played a bit of mahjong too.. yup.. that was relaxing in a way.. though the game was quite intense.. haha... yup.. that about summarizes da day... oh well.. tata...
will keep u updated if i'm still alive after tmr.. haha....
September 27, 2004
the wkend's gone... it's been hectic... lots of things happening... rather tired although i refused to rest... haha...
had da NP double's tournament da other day... close fight... good game... haha.. but i pity my partner... coz of me, he wasn't in da top 10... i think.... if i was in form, we could have been able to clinch a prize... but sadly..... sigh... dun talk liao larh.... short of 24 pinfall to get into top 10.. sad.... but oh well, at least i'll have 2 more years or so to get some throphys to call my own... haha.. oh well.. besides that, da wkend was quite good larh... relaxing... even though mom said i can't relax when i'm out on da streets... but it was nice... haha
today.... my stats class... da lecturer seemed depressed... dunno why oso... haha... he was definately not himself... well... i guess everyone has problems.... oh well, i gotta do presentation now.. tata
had da NP double's tournament da other day... close fight... good game... haha.. but i pity my partner... coz of me, he wasn't in da top 10... i think.... if i was in form, we could have been able to clinch a prize... but sadly..... sigh... dun talk liao larh.... short of 24 pinfall to get into top 10.. sad.... but oh well, at least i'll have 2 more years or so to get some throphys to call my own... haha.. oh well.. besides that, da wkend was quite good larh... relaxing... even though mom said i can't relax when i'm out on da streets... but it was nice... haha
today.... my stats class... da lecturer seemed depressed... dunno why oso... haha... he was definately not himself... well... i guess everyone has problems.... oh well, i gotta do presentation now.. tata
September 23, 2004
wanted to update this last nite... but was too tired.... haha...
well, grand had her op yesterdae... thanks to all those who prayed! =) the op was a success and she's in better condition than everyone expected.... the doctors and all too... infact, she's quite alert... but somehow, still a little disorientated... yup.. thanks to everyone, her estimated hospital stay of 3 days was only a one nite one... yup... =)
well, grand had her op yesterdae... thanks to all those who prayed! =) the op was a success and she's in better condition than everyone expected.... the doctors and all too... infact, she's quite alert... but somehow, still a little disorientated... yup.. thanks to everyone, her estimated hospital stay of 3 days was only a one nite one... yup... =)
September 22, 2004
I'm at my programming class... and it's really amazing how many vulgarities have been floating around in the air for the past hour or so... everyone's starting to pull their hair out... even those who did well for da last common test.. as for me, i don't act like i'm stressed... i juz go a little more insane than i normally am... and.. it really freaks my friends out... haha... whee!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... and the worst part is, the weaker pple are like... completely lost... but sadly, i'm loosing myself too.. so i can't really help them with anything... hahahahahahaa.....
September 21, 2004
September 20, 2004
life goes on.... since the last update, life hasn't changed much... it's just the same... if not, it's gotten worse....
bowling probably helped me to relax a little... but that was only for that night... the wkend just got worse.... haha... i seem to be using that a lot now... friday......... draggy... spent da day with alpha... not complaining though... spending so much time on work, it's only right to spend some time with him... yeah... besides that, i probably spent most of the weekend doing school work... it's really nuts how pple can pile u up with assignments all around the same time... and it's amazing how much work u've gotta do for any single assignment... stay up til about 2 plus 3 at nite during da wkends... almost went nuts... haha.. actually.. that possibility's still hanging... i'm still tired... if not, u might say, exhausted....
today's a weird day..... it's only the first half of the day... but still... it's been out of this world... got up late... nothing unusual there... rushed thru my bath and my breakfast... got pissed off at my grandma... but i decided for her good and also mine, i'd just shut up... heart kind of shattered actually... she just keeps saying things to hurt people... sure we know she's scared coz of her op... but this is still out of the world.. all i asked her was juz why she was eating one slice of bread instead of her normal 2... from there.... the friendly conversation i thot i'd have turned into one where she started saying that we all don't care about her... every little thing also go against her... blah blah blah... what she doesn't realise it that it's not us.. it's her that starts everything... all we do it reply something she asked or try to start a conversation... it's like... i'm super freaked coz of her op too ya noe... afterall, she's been taking care of me since i was born... i'm really close to her... sigh.. i wish she'd come to her senses and stop saying things like... can't u stop going against me all the time and let me live the remainder of my life in peace?! gosh... i just don't believe it... why like that?!?!?!?!
then left the house at 7.30... took a bus to upper thomson... and took a cab from there.... but... what te heck man.. was still late... passed by at least one accident and one break down... oh.... and damn singapore drivers man... can't they not drive slowly when they pass??? so bloody inconsiderate... pain in the asses... almost caused me and my 2 fwens to lose 10 marks for our assignment... luckily we got to the office before they collected the cds... *phew*
yeah.. been feeling a lil off too.... not mentally.. but it's more physical.... head's been spinning a little... besides that, stomach feels weird... and when i got off the cab juz now, motion sickness... people say i look pale.. but who knows?!?!? haha... maybe if i'm lucky enuff, i'll juz drop dead.. haha... and i'm like.. extremely cold in class today... i'm not sure if it's da weather coz my friends seem ok... just now at least.. now they're all cold too.. heh..
besides all this, now that one assignment's out of the way, here comes a whole lot of others.. well, had most of them already.. but it's like... how many things can you do at the same time?? it's madness... for all those who are not in poly, a word from me to u... don't believe what people say that poly is slack.. coz it definately isn't.... esp. when it comes to projects and all...
sigh... feel like shit now...
life sux
bowling probably helped me to relax a little... but that was only for that night... the wkend just got worse.... haha... i seem to be using that a lot now... friday......... draggy... spent da day with alpha... not complaining though... spending so much time on work, it's only right to spend some time with him... yeah... besides that, i probably spent most of the weekend doing school work... it's really nuts how pple can pile u up with assignments all around the same time... and it's amazing how much work u've gotta do for any single assignment... stay up til about 2 plus 3 at nite during da wkends... almost went nuts... haha.. actually.. that possibility's still hanging... i'm still tired... if not, u might say, exhausted....
today's a weird day..... it's only the first half of the day... but still... it's been out of this world... got up late... nothing unusual there... rushed thru my bath and my breakfast... got pissed off at my grandma... but i decided for her good and also mine, i'd just shut up... heart kind of shattered actually... she just keeps saying things to hurt people... sure we know she's scared coz of her op... but this is still out of the world.. all i asked her was juz why she was eating one slice of bread instead of her normal 2... from there.... the friendly conversation i thot i'd have turned into one where she started saying that we all don't care about her... every little thing also go against her... blah blah blah... what she doesn't realise it that it's not us.. it's her that starts everything... all we do it reply something she asked or try to start a conversation... it's like... i'm super freaked coz of her op too ya noe... afterall, she's been taking care of me since i was born... i'm really close to her... sigh.. i wish she'd come to her senses and stop saying things like... can't u stop going against me all the time and let me live the remainder of my life in peace?! gosh... i just don't believe it... why like that?!?!?!?!
then left the house at 7.30... took a bus to upper thomson... and took a cab from there.... but... what te heck man.. was still late... passed by at least one accident and one break down... oh.... and damn singapore drivers man... can't they not drive slowly when they pass??? so bloody inconsiderate... pain in the asses... almost caused me and my 2 fwens to lose 10 marks for our assignment... luckily we got to the office before they collected the cds... *phew*
yeah.. been feeling a lil off too.... not mentally.. but it's more physical.... head's been spinning a little... besides that, stomach feels weird... and when i got off the cab juz now, motion sickness... people say i look pale.. but who knows?!?!? haha... maybe if i'm lucky enuff, i'll juz drop dead.. haha... and i'm like.. extremely cold in class today... i'm not sure if it's da weather coz my friends seem ok... just now at least.. now they're all cold too.. heh..
besides all this, now that one assignment's out of the way, here comes a whole lot of others.. well, had most of them already.. but it's like... how many things can you do at the same time?? it's madness... for all those who are not in poly, a word from me to u... don't believe what people say that poly is slack.. coz it definately isn't.... esp. when it comes to projects and all...
sigh... feel like shit now...
life sux
September 16, 2004
September 13, 2004
hello... yup.. it's me again.. told u i'd by updating it..
anyway, u want updates, can..... but no one said they'd be nice ones or ones that were happy... today is just not my day! prob got off the wrong side of bed... but come to think about it, there is only one side to get off from... sigh... oh well... and as usual, i was sleepie.... i'm definately no morning person...
ok... so i juz execute my normal routine of getting ready for school.... sit down, have a quick breakfast, and then rush off to school... yup.. so there i was... on the way out to the bus stop on the opposite side of the road, i saw 3 buses leave the bus stop.. not any 3 buses.. but the buses i could take to school... so what to do?!!? juz wait lor.. not like i had the cash to take cab... after about 10 minutes, the bus finally came... got on thinking that the rest of the journey would be smooth.. but... i was wrong... once the bus turned into upper thomson road... it got itself stuck in a jam... like.. is it just me? or is everyone else having the monday blues?! luckily i was on a 165.. so i took it all the way to adam's road to change a 74... jam+sleepy=juz sleep larh... haha.. so yeah.. took a nice nap on the bus.. yeah.. so the stupid bus got jammed all the way... upper thomson, lornie, adam... sigh.. not much i can change unless i own my own jet or somethin...
anyway, finally ended up in school 40 minutes late... skipped the first tutorial... haha...
besides that, finally found out the grade that i've not received... and now... i've got an A+, A, B+, B and lastly a C+... for which is which, u go find out urself.. play mix and match! i take fundamentals of statistics, java programming, computer systems and architecture, internet and multimedia fundamentals and lastly, french.. haha... if u wanna know dan ask me.. haha
anyway, went home for lunch... that was kind of nice.. haha.. prob bout the only nice thing today... after that, went back to school for psp practical.. realised i had a lot of problems with my laptop again... so brought it up to the support centre... yup.. spend 2 full hours there... but din get anything fixed... haf to go back there at 8 plus tmr morning... life's just so sickening... when u think u can sleep in, something has to crop up and ruin ur nice plans.. heh.. hate my life... gonna be spending like... 4 over hours in da service centre... heh... not the nicest place to be in... or at least i don't like it... stupid laptop...
yeah... so.. i finally left school at 10 past 6... or 18:10 for those that dun get it... had piano lesson at 18:30.. thomson... so... guess what i had to do?! take a cab down even when i'm already super broke... and got surcharge summore... sigh...
den at piano lesson, kanna so many new songs to prepare for next wk and so much theory homework... it's like... does the world think i don't need to sleep or something?!!?!??!?!?!?! everywhere i turn, it's assignments... projects.... homework... other commitments... (which for this once, alpha's not counted coz he's occupied with his prelims...)and a spoilt laptop... besides that, i'm seriously lacking sleep... for those who know me well enuff, i'm not one who falls asleep on the bus unless i'm drop dead tired... and i've been doing that a lot... anyway, that about concludes my day....
and at the looks of it, tmr's gonna be sucky too... i'll have to wake up at about.... 6... latest 6.30... get to school by 8 plus... sit in da stupid support centre re-doing everything... den prepare for my OP(oral presentation.. not ocean pacific..) go for OComm.. den sports after that... got attachment sommore... wun be done til about 20:30 i assume... heh... yet again, i hate my life...
then when i get back, i'll have to prepare my fs tutorial, my french homework and study for my psp test on wed... haha...
well, i guess there is a silver lining to this cloud... a really really small one though.... haha... hmm.. the bright side of things would be that i'm gonna drop french next sem... and also this sem only has 2 and a half more wks to it...
but with it, the cloud gets bigger too.... that's like so sad.. it means i'll have to catch up on my work.. make sure i do everything and understand everything... and next sem, things will only get harder... haha...
...back to work...
anyway, u want updates, can..... but no one said they'd be nice ones or ones that were happy... today is just not my day! prob got off the wrong side of bed... but come to think about it, there is only one side to get off from... sigh... oh well... and as usual, i was sleepie.... i'm definately no morning person...
ok... so i juz execute my normal routine of getting ready for school.... sit down, have a quick breakfast, and then rush off to school... yup.. so there i was... on the way out to the bus stop on the opposite side of the road, i saw 3 buses leave the bus stop.. not any 3 buses.. but the buses i could take to school... so what to do?!!? juz wait lor.. not like i had the cash to take cab... after about 10 minutes, the bus finally came... got on thinking that the rest of the journey would be smooth.. but... i was wrong... once the bus turned into upper thomson road... it got itself stuck in a jam... like.. is it just me? or is everyone else having the monday blues?! luckily i was on a 165.. so i took it all the way to adam's road to change a 74... jam+sleepy=juz sleep larh... haha.. so yeah.. took a nice nap on the bus.. yeah.. so the stupid bus got jammed all the way... upper thomson, lornie, adam... sigh.. not much i can change unless i own my own jet or somethin...
anyway, finally ended up in school 40 minutes late... skipped the first tutorial... haha...
besides that, finally found out the grade that i've not received... and now... i've got an A+, A, B+, B and lastly a C+... for which is which, u go find out urself.. play mix and match! i take fundamentals of statistics, java programming, computer systems and architecture, internet and multimedia fundamentals and lastly, french.. haha... if u wanna know dan ask me.. haha
anyway, went home for lunch... that was kind of nice.. haha.. prob bout the only nice thing today... after that, went back to school for psp practical.. realised i had a lot of problems with my laptop again... so brought it up to the support centre... yup.. spend 2 full hours there... but din get anything fixed... haf to go back there at 8 plus tmr morning... life's just so sickening... when u think u can sleep in, something has to crop up and ruin ur nice plans.. heh.. hate my life... gonna be spending like... 4 over hours in da service centre... heh... not the nicest place to be in... or at least i don't like it... stupid laptop...
yeah... so.. i finally left school at 10 past 6... or 18:10 for those that dun get it... had piano lesson at 18:30.. thomson... so... guess what i had to do?! take a cab down even when i'm already super broke... and got surcharge summore... sigh...
den at piano lesson, kanna so many new songs to prepare for next wk and so much theory homework... it's like... does the world think i don't need to sleep or something?!!?!??!?!?!?! everywhere i turn, it's assignments... projects.... homework... other commitments... (which for this once, alpha's not counted coz he's occupied with his prelims...)and a spoilt laptop... besides that, i'm seriously lacking sleep... for those who know me well enuff, i'm not one who falls asleep on the bus unless i'm drop dead tired... and i've been doing that a lot... anyway, that about concludes my day....
and at the looks of it, tmr's gonna be sucky too... i'll have to wake up at about.... 6... latest 6.30... get to school by 8 plus... sit in da stupid support centre re-doing everything... den prepare for my OP(oral presentation.. not ocean pacific..) go for OComm.. den sports after that... got attachment sommore... wun be done til about 20:30 i assume... heh... yet again, i hate my life...
then when i get back, i'll have to prepare my fs tutorial, my french homework and study for my psp test on wed... haha...
well, i guess there is a silver lining to this cloud... a really really small one though.... haha... hmm.. the bright side of things would be that i'm gonna drop french next sem... and also this sem only has 2 and a half more wks to it...
but with it, the cloud gets bigger too.... that's like so sad.. it means i'll have to catch up on my work.. make sure i do everything and understand everything... and next sem, things will only get harder... haha...
...back to work...
September 12, 2004
hey hey hey... it's me again! haha... my com's finally back in order... so happy.. juz that sometimes it still has afew hic-ups here and there... haha...
anyway, life's been fine.. had a class gathering the last friday of august... den had my birthday in da first wk of sept... generally had fun... :) hmm... then juz had a bowling tournament yesterday... fun....... :) haha.. broke the 2 records of the previous tournament.. haha.. oh well... dun feel like talking much now..
til next time...
anyway, life's been fine.. had a class gathering the last friday of august... den had my birthday in da first wk of sept... generally had fun... :) hmm... then juz had a bowling tournament yesterday... fun....... :) haha.. broke the 2 records of the previous tournament.. haha.. oh well... dun feel like talking much now..
til next time...