ok... so my blog's in need of an update again... but i got no idea wad to put.. not ready to put anything... heh... *shrugx*

so tempted to juz skip all my parties... dun feel like going no more.. dun feel like doing anything...

heya...

i'm back after a long long time... anyway, some updates, bowling camp was DA BOMB!!! haha... except for the few slips here and there... but i guess it's normal.. shall not commment too much on it.... had a lot of fun... faggots.. fairies... water bombs... lollipops... follow thru... interior cleavage... haha... did i miss out anything else?!? oh... the 17 yr old thing... hmm... Alt+F4... haha.. what else... wad else... can't think of any at da moment, be sure to add it on my tag if u remember... oh... one more.. da stick thing.. haha... gosh.. u guys are a bunch of total mad guys... but... very fun... and very caring... glad to be in the NP bowling club and not anywhere else.. yay! haha... :) had so much fun!! will definately never forget it... i think i've made plenty of friendships that i'll keep for a long long time... if not, foreva... i'm hoping... haha...

besides that.. yesterday's event was counted as a disaster larh.. but what's over is over.. so let's not dig it up... stuff like that are meant to happen... *shrugx* hmm.. but the BBQ was fun... although dunno where the host went.... hmmmmmmmm..................... haha... nvm.... din sleep da whole nite... yay me! haha.. and i'm still the most awake of all the GUYS there.. hahahahahaha... ok... so i was kind of like the only girl since deone kind of spent some one on one time with derek.. but yeah.. that's another story... crazy nite... so fun... drunkened prawns.... da best manz... betta than any other restaurent.. but a BIG BIG waste of drinks... did i mention BIG?!?!?!? haha... u get da message larh... hmm... ended up playing to games of mahjong.. and.... 3-4 games of daidee... haha... da rest was spent.. playing.. talking cock.. drinking and eating... nice photos too... but i lazy to publish... sorry.. haha... and they do take a long time to upload too.. haha... *shrugx*

oh.. den this morning, went for mac breakfast with jun liang, bennett, deone, derek and weijie.. everyone was so sehx.... haha.... hilarious i tell u... and we observed some pretty interesting things too... but yeah... private joke.. haha...

oh well... time for me to go soon.. gotta shower and leave the house... hmm.. did i mention that my grandma had no idea i didn't come home last nite?!?!?! haha.. damn farnie larh...

ok.. i've gotta go now... gotta have lunch with a friend, high tea with my godma who i haven't seen for like..... eva... haha.. no larh.. maybe more than a year... but den gotta dress up and look feminine.. haha.. after that.. gotta do last minute christmas shopping... den.... buy food for the platter i'm putting together for tmr's cell party.... and it's party party party the wkend away... anyone wants to book me for sunday nite?? i'm free.. that's surprisingly the only night where i don't have a party on....

23 Dec.... Cell Christmas Party, 1800 @ cactus crescent.. off YCK road...
24 Dec.... Family Christmas Party(but opened to whoeva wants to come..) 1900 @ jln rindu... off bartley road...
25?!?!?!?
26 Dec.... SB-MS Christmas Party, 1900 @ somewhere out there... and......
Christmas Outreach, 1900 @ MGS auditorium
(help someone.. i dunno which to go for.....)

yup.. for now that it's it larh.. hahaha... i wanna party on da 25!!!!! haha...

ciao!

Just a note for everyone....

Don't mess up your life like i did... it's extremely difficult to sort out... and it's not fun being where i am...

well.... i was ok for awhile.. but now, it all seems like i'm just falling back into the bottomless pit that i have been in for quite some time... i guess i just can't take everything i'm doing... like.. bowl... and train on a regular basis.. i'm always so tired... everyone's complaining... work... hmm.. let's juz say, i dunno about that... gotta go think it out... planning all my events and all.. trying to calculate the cost of everything etc... whole load of crap there... my school work.. which now, even my classmates are complaining that i've slacked even more than i normally do... (that is soooooo....... NOT GOOD!!) and fyi.. i do feel guilty about it... heh... dunno larh... there're so many assignments now too.. hardly have time to do anything.. it's juz work work work and more work.. heh...

end..

time and tide waits for no one...

feel like crap now... it's supposed to be my lunch break.. but i ate earlier... well.. at least i ate rite?! i'm so on the verge of juz giving up every blardy thing... at least there's a quiet corner i can chill at in school... not telling u where otherwise it won't be quiet anymore... heh... feel so crap.. feel like crying... argh... no mood larh... wadeva...

ok.. this is so so so so so overdued...

well.. life has carried on.. even though i still miss my cat.. haha... yup.. besides that.. had POL-ITE games last wk end... well, it was fun...

and these few weeks, assignments galore.. haha.. total madness.. haha.. oh well..

and my personal life... well, it's been a total mess.. heh.. not funny... still very stress... sigh.. but i think it's slowly coming along larh...

sigh.. dun feel like talking much....

i'm supposed to be doing my assignment.... but.... i can't help but want to blog...

it's thurs morning... it's been 3 over days or so... well.. everyone misses spady... the house seems and feels so empty without him.. there seems to be nothing to look forward to when i come home anymore.. it's like, i'd normally peek in from the outside when i get home everyday to see where he is... i guess it's habit.. but i find myself doing that everytime i come home... at da same time, mommy keeps looking on the rug when she opens the room door coz he used to sit there and sleep... sigh... raquel misses him too.. and i think grand too... to a certain extent anyway.. the house is just..... so... empty...

besides that... there are so many things on my mind.. my bowling.. my assignments and schoolwork, my work.. and.. my personal life... there's just so many things going on nowadays...

oh well...