today..... is da first day of IVP selections.... 1 done... 2 more days ago... and my thumb's already in quite horrible condition... in fact.. i'm only typing with my left hand... right hand's wrapped up in an ice pack.. haha... oh well.. anyway... the pple there mean business manz... it's freaky.... yup... oh well.. hard to type.. will upfate more when able to.... gotta preserve hand... haha.. otherwise may not last another 2 days... ciao..

oh manz... this sux so bad... it juz sux.... i hate my life...

basically... he's going on da 11th.. from now.. his A's are on... once they finish on the 25th... got youth leaders retreat... which is only for cell leaders this yr.. so i dunno whether i'll be there.. but he will be dere no matter what... straight after that.. either later on da 28th or on the 29th... they want to go on a holiday.. like... gawd.... i juz dun fit into the picture do i?!?! when he comes back, nxt day got YF camp liao... that would be like... time to share wif da other YFers... where on earth are we gonna find time for ourselves?? and straight after that, i'm back to school...

to add... christmas n new year fall on saturday... i've got school on christmas eve n new years eve... n after he gets in, he prob wun be allowed out until at nite... sigh...

life juz sux doesn't it!? it's juz so damn unfair...

is it life? or am i over reacting? everything juz doesn't seem right...

f*** larh...

hmm.... 2 of my mom's friends n herself... haf been asking me to get a life... if u dun get what i mean.... they're wondering why i get attached so young when i can go out n play... n enjoy life wif friends... n get to know other pple (in other words, more guys...)

well... i realyl don't know.. it's like... not much of a difference... coz alpha isn't that protective anyway... haha.. somehow, i get to do what i want... like... go out wif other guys.... but honestly.. he doesn't mind... kind of weird if u ask me.. but he says it's trust... heh... he's one of a kind larh... i oso dunno wad to say...

oh well.. i'm off to bed... got church tmr... tata...

ok... so... life since the week started has been more or less... sleep... eat... play... bowl... yup.. these 4 things onli... yup...

at about 8.30... my mom, grandma n maid went to sleep... real early.. haha.. and very seldom too.. oh well.. yup.. maid not feeling well... mom din sleep well coz i was up til really really late last nite.. and grand juz went to bed coz the maid would feel bad if she went to sleep b4 my grandma..

anyway.... all the enlistment letters are out.. and it sux... alpha has to go in on the 11th... heh.. what more can i say?! oh well...

ok.. short update.. yesterday started out horrid.. but din end too bad... and today wasn't that bad either.. :) oh yeah... btw... my laptop crashed again... so..... oh well.. gotta go fix it again.. bleahx

yesterday was fun... :) went bowling at victors... well, not before lunch at mos burger anyway.. *yummy* ate my normal teriyaki chicken burger... :) yup... anyway, after lunch, went to bowl at victors, marina south.. wif... nel... davin... derek... and... ying xin.. it was quite fun... juz that i give up hooking the stupid ball... (if u're thinking otherwise, go give urself a brainwash... *bish*) so... i juz threw straight balls for the last 2-3 games.. yup... sigh.. so fed-up... and getting the stupid rubber thingy changed will cost 10 bucks...

haha.. reason why i'm complaining... well, after counting what i have left for the rest of the month, i've come to realise that i DON'T HAVE MUCH CASH LEFT!!! okok.. so some of u might find it total rubish-y and all.. but hello!! which one of u won't go all out to do something u really like?!?!?!?! come on.... i'm only human.. yup... anyway, it's gonna cost me a bomb including da second hand spare ball i'm getting from my friend at 30 bucks... total for that ball will prob go up to 80 coz of the re-plugging.. sigh... tight on cash... so... for this month, avoid asking me out.. haha... (but on the other hand, who asks me out besides the normal few??? like... esta... alpha... and my bowling pals... heh...) sigh.. how i wish money really came from money plants... then, i'd be rich... w/o the 70 plus i used for giodarno shopping (which my mom asked me to)... i basically can't even train coz i wun haf enuff cash for the IVP selections at da end of the month...
what a bummer....

haha... well, think i'll stop there... like wow... have u ever seen me complain like that?! haha i dun think i've seen myself do that... oh well...

tata...

well... it's been 5 days since i've updated this... reason being... i'm too busy or... i simply can't be bothered... haha... hmm.. this week... it's been quite ok... lots of things to do... busy schedule... til todae.. yup... i was a piggy today... slept in... haha... really really late... haha...

anyway, highlights of the wk... stayed up pretty late on tuesday nite and wednesday nite... studied... on tuesday... gawd knows why i bothered to stay up til 4 plus when my paper the next day was still a complete blur... yup... as for my stats... i think still got hope larh... haha... hmmm.... bowling!!! i love bowling!! haha.. juz that it's expensive... haha.. but who's complaining.. haha.. whee!!!! yup.. try-outs of da school team's on da 29, 30 and 31 of this month.. i wanna get in!! haha.. gonna take a lot of practice too.. anyone wanna go play afew games with me?? but preferably victors bowl (marina south) can?? haha.. anyone wanna go.. let me know.. it's 1.50 a game on wkdaes before 6 pm.. yup...

besides that... nothing much... so tata!

Lot's been said... lot's been done... but i juz don't feel like saying anything... plenty's going thru my mind now... but... what's the use?! sigh... what are ur opinions on "do unto others what u want them to do unto u"?