Boon or Bane?

computers.. such a pain in da ass... to me.. to mom... to alot of people.. especially when it comes to documents.. projects... animation... wad nots.. heh.. video editing.. these type of things.. i think.. some people have a thing for it.. and some others don't..

gosh.. i really dunno wad i'm doing in this course la... -_-" i got no patience wad so eva... and since it's eva so difficult for me to grasp anything.. it's a hell lot of effort to try to get things perfect.. and it's really really frustrating when u juz can't figure it out...

enough said la.. i juz hope i can graduate this sem.. i really do...

Why can a day not have more than 24 hrs??

argh.. so frustrating.. it's like.. how can they throw so many assignments at us all at da same time and expect it done well within a short span of like.. 2 to 3 wks or something when these type of things really take time to do.. it's not like we're pros at wad we're asked to do either.. so going mad la.. everyone is going mad... i am going mad... and.. feeling quite useless as well.. heh.. nvm... i'll be thankful if i get out of NP at da end of da sem...

in addition to that, wad's with all da modules with rather irrelevant ssignments like "be creative and express in anyway u like how singapore will be like in da yr 2030".. or some shit bout writing ur resume and cover letter and wad nots.. argh...

i'm somehow juz really really tired la... heh.. maybe too hectic life.. or maybe juz pms-ing.. heh.. who knows.. but.. i wanna rest.. i wanna not think about work.. i wanna... for now... do nothing... but.. it's singapore... no one surives doing nothing... coz u can't have nothing in singapore.. even if u wanna die.. u need $$$... heh..

the winds of change.. haha.. =p

nv thought u'd get another post from me so soon did ya?? haha.. anyway, i'm sitting at my desk.. with like.. 5 assignments to complete by da next week... and.. i'm here typing a post.. heh.. not very smart am i??

juz got home from my cousin's wedding.. so far away... at laguna la.. near expo.. like gosh.. so ex to get down.. heh.. mom n grand.. (grand especially..) got really disappointed when she (grandma) didn't sit at da main table.. coz she's da bridegroom's dad's half mom... heh.. and da only living grandparent left.. oh well... but.. da food was quite ok la.. not too bad..

as to why i'm typing this post.. i've come to realise... (and so has da rest of my family...) that.. times are changing.. and instead of attending da wedding dinners of my uncles and aunties.. they're now mostly my cousins... scary ain't it?? haha.. yeah... da people i more or less kind of grew up with are getting married...

and being a teen for da last few months.. well... i've only got this to say.....

I GOTTA START SAVING!!!!!!!!

few reasons being..
it's singapore.. everything costs something...
school... in s'pore.. that cost a lot too...
my other expenses... can't rely on mommy foreva.. n betta not rely on stephen either rite?? heh..
wedding?????? haha.. well.. not so soon la... definately not in da next 3 yrs.. (i think..)
basically... life in da future.. mom ain't getting younger.. and i ain't staying a kid much longer either..

okok.. i shall end here n start doing work.. tata...

A new yr... a new life..

ok.. so this post is like... almost a month overdue.. actually, it's been more than a month since i've last updated this... lazy la.. sorry.. but anyway, many many things have changed... and.. wad can i say??? life is good la.. haha..

hmm.. since i last left off here... hmm.. i know a bit fast la.. but ya.. i've got a new bf.. =x no.. i'm not a player... no.. i'm no fickle.. but... wad can i say???? hmm.. da sabaran was really nice.. but.. i think.. need to mature more.. and adding to that... education wise... way off.. and.. definately never converting... so ya.. one chapter closed.. another one opened...

ok... new guy.. he's stephen.. really sweet... hmm... chances are, all of u reading this would get to know him sooner or later la.. but anyway, a lil bit of info.. he's 25.. that's like... umm... 6 yrs older than me..

here's a pic..

hmm.. well, got to know him at a club... yes.. da whosgoing website actually.. but.. he's not really da clubbing sort... haha.. he's a giant too... heh... 1.9m.. yeah.. even in heels, i'm like half a head shorter than him... heh..

ok.. on with life.. still been partying quite a lot... rather tired lately... drains quite a lot of energy when u spend da nights partying and da days doing other stuff like school and wad nots.. heh.. not da best and most enjoyable thing to be doing.. feel like taking a break from da clubbing scene.. but den again, most of my friends have been complaining that i've gone missing lately... (not really my fault.. they're da ones who don't really ask me out.. they assume too much la..) haha.. but anyway, still do my once a wk kind of clubbing kind of stuff..

besides that.. last 2 wks.. been a good gal... haha.. but that was by force la... ankles kind of swollen... so.. not allowed to wear heels.. and I DON'T CLUB W/O MY HEELS!! heh.. can't dance properly.. (btw.. lutfi say's THIS is strange..)

oh.. going back to end of last yr/ early this yr, i actually went to church on NYE.... haha.. ya.. shocking la.. but.. mommy wanted me to go.. so.. ya.. bo bian.. i din club.. ya..

besides that.. nothing much la.. graduating soon.. (thank god.. i'm like dying here la..) hmm.. bf doesn't want me to work.. -_-" juz wants me to sit at home n wait for him... haha.. doesn't want me to work even when i start my degree course.. says mom n him will pay for all my whims n fancies.. heh.. dunno how they're gonna do that.. but ok lor.. if they insist, good luck to them.. haha..

btw.. i'm only updating this coz da people i've hardly spoke to for a long time are complaining that i've gone M.I.A. ... so.. here's da rough update la..