I'm at my programming class... and it's really amazing how many vulgarities have been floating around in the air for the past hour or so... everyone's starting to pull their hair out... even those who did well for da last common test.. as for me, i don't act like i'm stressed... i juz go a little more insane than i normally am... and.. it really freaks my friends out... haha... whee!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... and the worst part is, the weaker pple are like... completely lost... but sadly, i'm loosing myself too.. so i can't really help them with anything... hahahahahahaa.....
September 22, 2004
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life goes on.... since the last update, life hasn't changed much... it's just the same... if not, it's gotten worse....
bowling probably helped me to relax a little... but that was only for that night... the wkend just got worse.... haha... i seem to be using that a lot now... friday......... draggy... spent da day with alpha... not complaining though... spending so much time on work, it's only right to spend some time with him... yeah... besides that, i probably spent most of the weekend doing school work... it's really nuts how pple can pile u up with assignments all around the same time... and it's amazing how much work u've gotta do for any single assignment... stay up til about 2 plus 3 at nite during da wkends... almost went nuts... haha.. actually.. that possibility's still hanging... i'm still tired... if not, u might say, exhausted....
today's a weird day..... it's only the first half of the day... but still... it's been out of this world... got up late... nothing unusual there... rushed thru my bath and my breakfast... got pissed off at my grandma... but i decided for her good and also mine, i'd just shut up... heart kind of shattered actually... she just keeps saying things to hurt people... sure we know she's scared coz of her op... but this is still out of the world.. all i asked her was juz why she was eating one slice of bread instead of her normal 2... from there.... the friendly conversation i thot i'd have turned into one where she started saying that we all don't care about her... every little thing also go against her... blah blah blah... what she doesn't realise it that it's not us.. it's her that starts everything... all we do it reply something she asked or try to start a conversation... it's like... i'm super freaked coz of her op too ya noe... afterall, she's been taking care of me since i was born... i'm really close to her... sigh.. i wish she'd come to her senses and stop saying things like... can't u stop going against me all the time and let me live the remainder of my life in peace?! gosh... i just don't believe it... why like that?!?!?!?!
then left the house at 7.30... took a bus to upper thomson... and took a cab from there.... but... what te heck man.. was still late... passed by at least one accident and one break down... oh.... and damn singapore drivers man... can't they not drive slowly when they pass??? so bloody inconsiderate... pain in the asses... almost caused me and my 2 fwens to lose 10 marks for our assignment... luckily we got to the office before they collected the cds... *phew*
yeah.. been feeling a lil off too.... not mentally.. but it's more physical.... head's been spinning a little... besides that, stomach feels weird... and when i got off the cab juz now, motion sickness... people say i look pale.. but who knows?!?!? haha... maybe if i'm lucky enuff, i'll juz drop dead.. haha... and i'm like.. extremely cold in class today... i'm not sure if it's da weather coz my friends seem ok... just now at least.. now they're all cold too.. heh..
besides all this, now that one assignment's out of the way, here comes a whole lot of others.. well, had most of them already.. but it's like... how many things can you do at the same time?? it's madness... for all those who are not in poly, a word from me to u... don't believe what people say that poly is slack.. coz it definately isn't.... esp. when it comes to projects and all...
sigh... feel like shit now...
life sux
bowling probably helped me to relax a little... but that was only for that night... the wkend just got worse.... haha... i seem to be using that a lot now... friday......... draggy... spent da day with alpha... not complaining though... spending so much time on work, it's only right to spend some time with him... yeah... besides that, i probably spent most of the weekend doing school work... it's really nuts how pple can pile u up with assignments all around the same time... and it's amazing how much work u've gotta do for any single assignment... stay up til about 2 plus 3 at nite during da wkends... almost went nuts... haha.. actually.. that possibility's still hanging... i'm still tired... if not, u might say, exhausted....
today's a weird day..... it's only the first half of the day... but still... it's been out of this world... got up late... nothing unusual there... rushed thru my bath and my breakfast... got pissed off at my grandma... but i decided for her good and also mine, i'd just shut up... heart kind of shattered actually... she just keeps saying things to hurt people... sure we know she's scared coz of her op... but this is still out of the world.. all i asked her was juz why she was eating one slice of bread instead of her normal 2... from there.... the friendly conversation i thot i'd have turned into one where she started saying that we all don't care about her... every little thing also go against her... blah blah blah... what she doesn't realise it that it's not us.. it's her that starts everything... all we do it reply something she asked or try to start a conversation... it's like... i'm super freaked coz of her op too ya noe... afterall, she's been taking care of me since i was born... i'm really close to her... sigh.. i wish she'd come to her senses and stop saying things like... can't u stop going against me all the time and let me live the remainder of my life in peace?! gosh... i just don't believe it... why like that?!?!?!?!
then left the house at 7.30... took a bus to upper thomson... and took a cab from there.... but... what te heck man.. was still late... passed by at least one accident and one break down... oh.... and damn singapore drivers man... can't they not drive slowly when they pass??? so bloody inconsiderate... pain in the asses... almost caused me and my 2 fwens to lose 10 marks for our assignment... luckily we got to the office before they collected the cds... *phew*
yeah.. been feeling a lil off too.... not mentally.. but it's more physical.... head's been spinning a little... besides that, stomach feels weird... and when i got off the cab juz now, motion sickness... people say i look pale.. but who knows?!?!? haha... maybe if i'm lucky enuff, i'll juz drop dead.. haha... and i'm like.. extremely cold in class today... i'm not sure if it's da weather coz my friends seem ok... just now at least.. now they're all cold too.. heh..
besides all this, now that one assignment's out of the way, here comes a whole lot of others.. well, had most of them already.. but it's like... how many things can you do at the same time?? it's madness... for all those who are not in poly, a word from me to u... don't believe what people say that poly is slack.. coz it definately isn't.... esp. when it comes to projects and all...
sigh... feel like shit now...
life sux