today was ok i guess.. yesterday was ok too.. haha.. i had quite a lot of fun bowling actually... kind of a way to release stress... but was pretty tired.. to i got pretty hyper... haha.. think i freaked gerald aka club president out... haha... ok...

so.. update... school's started... homework and all... well.. yes and no.. haha.. but honestly, i'm still not in a study mood.. don't know whether i'll ever be.. haha.. that's just me i guess... today... counted as quite slack liao... school ended at 12... came home.. took a nap.. went for piano.. but guess what?! i'm still tired.. haha... yup...

as for alpha.... well, what can i say?!?!?!?! hmm.. how bout... i really miss him... but i guess i'm slowly getting use to the fact that he's not around... sigh... say all u want... but in case u all don't know me... i'm not as independent as i look.. i'm only human... yeah.. the happiest about 15-20 minutes of my day... when he calls... =) puts a smile on my face juz thinking bout it.. haha... i'm real glad that i've got him... love him a lot... (ok.. so this might sound.. hmm.. however u'd like to put it larh.. haha.. i dun care!) =)

nitez~

It's a sunday evening... i'm home and online already... yup...

yesterday's tournament was kind of crappy... no one was in da mood to bowl... well, i definately wasn't... would have chosen to be somewhere else actually.. nvm... hmm.. anyway, i won da ladies hi-game throphy.. for the simple fact that i was the only lady bowler there... and what's worst.... my average score was lower than usual... haha...

yup.. service was good anyway... yeah.. but was kind of falling asleep... yawned so so so much.. haha... after that, held AV ministry debrief coz jenn wasn't around... den went to give out pamphlets... some publicity for da purpose driven life thing... yupyup... had a good time at the cinema with nel... =) after abit of walking, came home..

i guess my weekend was ok... it was just different... i guess after 31 months, it's juz different not having alpha around... oh well... really looking forward to christmas... sure i miss him, but my life goes on anyway.. haha.. oh well... my smile will continue! dun worry... i'm not all that insecure without him... i've always been known for being independent... (i think... haha...)

a new day has come... sadly, it's DA day... i guess i'm holding up alright.. but i've now got a stupid headache becoz of my neighbour's cat... sure i love cat's but that cat has been crying for like.. almost a whole hour?!?!?! it's kind of crazy come to think bout it... anyway, my mind's been blown away... thinking too much bout him... like anyone else here, i prob won't... actually, i know i won't be seeing him til christmas morning... boy does that seem like a long time... the time with him today has flown by really quickly... and what's more, i've got a tournament which i dun really feel like playing... sigh... oh well... i need to go n rest now...

*Je t'aime*