sigh... time really flies by... i was waiting for him to book out all week... and when he finally did, time went by even quicker even though we spent most of our waking hours together.. and now..... he's back in again... and i'm back to the waiting stage... well... i guess i've still gotta adjust everyweek to the fact that i won't have him around during the weekdays... sigh.... time spent with him just seems so fabulous... (i believe most of u will know how that feels.. to a certain extent anyway..) hmmm.. anyway, life goes on as usual... yup... and also.. he's confirmed that he won't be out on valentine's day.. but i can't blame him can i?! oh well... yup... ok..

putting things aside, 40 days of purpose has officially begun today... (church thing if y don't know..) yup... i pray that i'll have da commitment to go on with it everyday... coz i'm not much of a book person... haha.... yup... so hopefully by god's grace, i'll do it everyday... yup... n u guys reading this can bug me about it too.. haha.. u've got my permission..

ok.. this time, i'll go backwards... yesterday.. was a very very good day besides the fact that i was dead tired by the time it ended... was kind of falling asleep... haha.. good part is, i woke up in goodwood park hotel.. (not that i didn't fall asleep there larh... had a free nite stay..) after that, i had a nice breakfast at coffeehouse... then went for da ngee ann 9 pin tap open.. yay! so fun.. haha.. thought i'd be so trashed by SIM players... but i ended up thrashing every single girl in da tournament.. haha.. guys.. watch out.. u're next!!! haha.. or at least i'll try... *grinz* yup.. after that, i realised my laptop and jacket was somewhere out there and not with me.. (lost it..) but thank god it was still in da alley and gerald was a nice enuff guy to bring it all the way back to my place.. hehe.. =) thankx dude... yup.. oh.. n i picked alpha up last nite too.. guess u could say he was the envy of his friends... had me around.. and what's more.. his dad gave him a lift home... yup.. had a late dinner at night.. didn't get home til bout near mid-night... and he didn't leave til bout 1.30... nice day.. yup... that's bout it..

take care!!

it's me again... wanted to updated this last night.. but din really have the time.. and i was also too tired... yup...

yesterday... as usual.. was a very busy day for me.. but yet again, when am i ever not busy? good question isn't it... yup.. anyway, i guess yesterday wasn't too bad.. yup.. during my 3 hour break.. i managed to go back to thomson plaza, return dvds, borrow somemore dvds and also.. buy cheese fries.. *yummy* after that.. went home for lunch... and went back to school after that...

met up with joel after class and went for training... at first it was quite ok.. then after awhile, got rather tired while training... hmm.. actually... i've been like that for weeks now... i think the other bowlers have gotten used to my crap when i get high on a lack of sleep.. haha.. yup.. started training late as usual.. and.. yup.. finished late too...

only started making my way home at about 10... it was pretty late.. many strange peeps around... or at least i found them strange.. like the guy at the bus stop... so strange.. looked perverted... haha... and the guy back home in the car park... was practicing golf.... like.. off all places... heard from mom that he was trying to scare one of my neighbourhood cats too... bad man.. hmph.. haha.. yup.. but that's besides the point...

on da way home... i finally had time... time to basically block out everything around me and think... and rest... (obviously w/o falling asleep.. otherwise.. i won't be thinking will i?! haha...) somehow, i realised that i was really too busy for my own good... but i'm not really willing to give up anything... prob except piano.. and maybe school.. haha... which reminds me.. i've gotta go get a voice teacher... gosh.. juz too many things to do and so little time... also, come to think about it.. i miss alpha a lot.. but oh well... i've adapted quite well from da first week he went in... *pat's myself on the back* haha... i also realised how lucky i was to have had him around last time... everytime i needed him... he'd be there... (that's of course if i'm not pissed with him... ) yup.. hmm.. i'd really like a slower pace life.. i think i could adapt well to that too... but for now, i'll juz have to hang on to my boring routined life... yup.. that's about it for now...

au revoir

life's bloody f***ed up... mind da language.. but it's really really annoying when ur laptop gets viruses... if this can't be fixed by the normal anti-virus software... i'll have to reformat da whole thing again... and u have no idea how annoying and time consuming it is to have to reformat this... gonna try to get rid of stuff... if everything works, i'll prob be updating more.. otherwise.. u'll know what happens...