and so the story goes...

finally finished the revision before the test this afternoon.. glad i got that done.. after that, went to school... den came home.. attempted to study... din really work out.. hate wordy books... so hard to read... no inspiration either... life's quite dull... but oh well.. at least i can look forward to the weekend.. soon! so exciting.. yarp.. oh.. anyway, had quite a few good laughs with mommy... dunno why.. juz not in da mood to do much today.. tried studying... din work out.. tried playing the piano.. din work either.. baked cookies... that din work too... tried to sleep... mind din wanna switch off n go hibernate... so... bummed around for awhile... oh well.. back to the books... got an early paper tmr.. nitez...

i'm a happy gal again.. quite larh.. yup... really must thank god... and of course justin for being there... =) anyway, wad happened was this...

a series of unfortunate events... test this week.. no time to study for my last 2 papers... not no time.. not enough... so yeah.. u get the picture... rush rush rush.. then, i couldn't back out from tutoring my cousins.. even if it was just for tonight... i'd have gotten slaughtered by my mom and my aunt... (don't ask why...) so no choice.. did what i had to do... did it to the best of my ability.. came back at around 9 plus... started studying... den mommy comes along wanting to drink water.. my worst nightmare... she accidentally spilt water on da table.. about half a cup in my laptop n other work's direction... true enough... my notes were ruined(inky pens??!!?!?!) and... da water got into my laptop.. dried it off as quick as i could... thought it'd help.. but it didn't... com crash a few minutes later... sad... not that i blame mommy or anything.. accidents do happen... but i was juz wondering why such stuff must happen on the night before a test... sure it's juz some common test and not some exam.. but no matter what, it's still important rite?? anyway, was pretty freaked.... coz since about 11 til now, couldn't get my laptop to work... definately know that it's by God's grace manz... =) if u're asking why my laptop's so important, it's because in poly...(my course esp..) when u're dealing with computers n thingys associated with it... u need to use it everyday.. one day without it can mean a lot of catching up to do... what's more... all my lecture slides, tutorials and practicals are all stored inside my laptop... school... sigh.. no choice... so yeah... i got super freaked coz textbook is a whole chunk of words that would have taken me forever to sort out... yeah.. and don't have much paper stuff... everything inside.. sigh.. sometimes, i really wonder whether computers were made to help us or to create more problem for us... yup.. so once again..

a very big thank you to justin... for listening... for just being there.. thanks dude.. =) and God too.. i think without God, i'll be doomed!!! haha.. =) he's definately in control through it all! so glad i've got Him! <- refering to God not alpha... yup.. that's about it.. back to books!!

..3 days to go..

time really flies by... think i came online at 9 plus... after doing some stuff here and there... it's already past 12... a brand new day... sigh.. sometimes it's good.. sometimes it's bad.. for now, it's both good and bad.. i get to see alpha soon... but then again, i've got little time left to study.. heh... kind of sucks.. but oh well...

today.. ok larh... but it wasn't that good..firstly, woke up really really late... had little time left to revise... den got wrong info or more like no info... den i assumed stuff.. den got wrong info from others... nearly screwed up my paper todae.. but ok larh.. it was do-able like da previous paper... but whether i got stuff mixed up, i really don't know.. and i dun really dare to check.. haha.. anyway, besides that, i wasn't allowed to leave the exam hall earlier like we're normally allowed to.. dunno why this module's lecturers so farnie... so yeah.. had to rush for my theory lesson after that... was kind of late.. but my teacher's also always late.. haha.. so oh well... yarp.. den went to tutor my cousins... horrible!! i dun really like tuturing pple at such a young age.. firstly coz it's not needed... and.. seriously, they're hard to handle.. as for why i'm doing it?!?!? to save my cousins from outside tutors that may be harsh on them... and for the sake of my grandma... oh.. did i mention? i doubt i'm getting paid... no one's mentioned anything about paying me so far.. sigh.. sometimes i wonder why i bother... the kids dun seem to.. which makes my life even harder.. heh.. anyway, that's about it larh.. i'll prob turn in soon... n wake up tmr to study.. haven't touched any of da remaining subjects.. oh well.. time to pia somemore... really tired now..

..4 more days..(real glad da number's getting smaller...)