ok... i'm back! and this time round..... i've more or less gotten more sleep than the last time... but... still tired... dunno why oso.. haha.. yup.. since monday.... when i last updated... i took a ride down to school... handed in my assignment and went home again to sleep.. haha.. it was so nice and quite undisturbed.. haha... yup... hmm... i think i slept at about 10 am.. and woke up about 7 pm... haha.. that'd be superb if da am and pm were mixed around.. it would mean that my internal clock's finally working properly! haha.. but narh... haha.. i doubt it's gonna be happening soon... yup...

yesterday... was not too bad.. seriously, even though i was late, i din have much problem.. and din find it much of a drag to come to school... yup.. i think i came in about half an hour late... haha.. which reminds me... i din mark my attendance yesterday... haha.. oops.. hope my lecturer knows.. haha.. oh well.. anyway, bummed around school... a lil while at da bowling booth.. and a lil while in da atrium... yup... weijie tried to help fix my laptop.. but da naughty spyware thingy in da com hid very well.. haha... yup...

oh... highlights for yesterday... IVP team had a gathering at nicole's house.. it was fun... she's got 2 cute furry furry kitty cats!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. ok.. i'm mad.. but they're so sweet! oh.. her place has a nice ambience too... yup.. ok.. so... we had dinner there.. and after that, we played blackjack... yup.. haha.. won money from da 2 bankers.. haha... and lucky for me, it was more than most people won.. haha.. yup.. haha... so yup.. only got home at about 11 plus i think...

and now........ i'm back in school... listening to shit... haha... oh well.. that's life rite?!

hey hey hey... haha.. it's me... and it's 0621 at the current moment... it seems i'm on a marathon to stay awake!!! ah!! haha... j/k larh... stayed up all night to finish an assignment... deadline in 2 hr's time... i'm done with it already... but... yeah.. now that i've decided to stay home and rest, i've gotta find some kind soul to help me bring it to school... haha... i can hardly open my eyes already... heh... yar... and... wad's more, yesterday was a rather busy day... i'd say... it was busy and required more brains than i normally spend my sundays...

had the second day of da IVP bowling tournament... gawd.. i'm not typing properly no more.. if i were actually typing, some of the words may come out a lil distorted.... yup... haha... ok... update... IVP bowling.... it was superb! top bowlers... nice other bowlers... and of course... superb atmosphere too... i never knew how intense tournaments could get til i went for this... haha.. reason why... school tournaments... always no atmosphere.. no fun... haha... anyway, yeah... din win anything... din bowl well either.. below my own expectations... but oh well... nvm... not exactly pissed about it coz i'm not in da bottom 10.. but still.. what's more impt is that i enjoyed the time bowling! yeah! haha... no regrets going for this manz... so fun! cheer until siao... haha... i think it's sometimes noisier than....... a party?!?!?!?! but yeah.. some school's use their voices for their own teammate's encouragement... at the same time, to distract other players... haha... sho noisy sometimes... and the guys... oh my....... they strike like nobody's business man.... it's so nice to watch them play... but cannot watch too much... coz u'll start cheering a lot.. and u'll lose ur voice too.. haha... hmm... now..... i'm bored... very bored... and tired... i wanna sleep... but...................................... heh... i'm kind of doing everything in slow motion too... heh... well.. my right hand seems quite awake... the fingers anyway... oh man... it's such a torture being so free... so tired... and having to stare at ur bed without being able to ZZzzzzZZZZzzzzzz
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this is utter crap i tell u.... shit lor... why me? why me of all people??? why all this crap at the same time??? i can't take it anymore.. i'm about to explode... i don't know what i'm to do... even if i don't sleep tonight, wad on earth are the chances of me getting everything done? and if i don't? wad will da consequences be??? sigh...

well.. the sad thing's that i've got 1 assignment due tmr at 8.30... another due on tues... and another, on fri... and besides that, i gotta help lionel and all get some planning done for the coming sat's tournament.... i've got no time... ok.. so maybe i was a lil last minute... but why? why on earth do people make my life so difficult??? damn bloody pissed off now.. as it is... for IAC... i've gotta read broken english... edit it... and change stuff to make it become a 1500 word essay... besides that, i'm to do the presentation slide.. and the presentation too... i was fine with that.. but now... i'm supposed to have 100 copies of surveys nicely compiled and easy to read... when what i get is 50 forged ones and 44 individual sheets... like wad on earth do they think i am? super woman or something.. and they can calmy come and tell me that they've got 2 projects to do... f*** larh.. u think i don't have isid?? bloody hell.. we're from the same school.. more or less doing the same modules too... so we've gotta do the same things... they think i so free like them go play games and pool or jio girls or wadeva shit??? argh... forget it larh... i'm tired... frustrated... pissed... angry... sad... fed up.... that's it's taken over all my happiness inside... ah!!!!!!!!!!! so feel like killing myself rite now...