why do people always say... have a great week??? how would they know wad shit you're going thru... sigh... so i'm juz feeling damn frustrated now... but i really can't take this shit no more... da only day where i thought i could get a day off.. has now been officially destroyed... meaning, i was supposed to be able to disappear from training on sat... but now, coz of da committee meeting.. i don't really have a choice do i??? i don't have a decent day off... everyday... if it's not school, it's work.. if it's not work, it's tutoring my cousins.. if i do get a day off from all that, surprise surprise....... guess what spoils my close to perfect day... bowling... heh.. it's not that i don't love the sport, infact, i have always loved the sport.. and i still love it... juz that da planning.. da organizing.. and everything else is driving me mad... the fact that guys can't meet people (strangers) by themselves... or for that fact, call a supplier and talk to the person over the phone is quite disgusting... wait a sec.. quite is definately an understatement... yup... it way way way extremely disgusting... wad's happening to da guy race?? can't they do a simple job instead of squirm and try to push da job to others... if u can't communicate with people.. den how do u expect to be in a comm to hold people together... to communicate ideas and to carry out plans?!?!?! argh.. pissed....

it's a sunday nite... and.. he's back in camp again...
so what if he came out this afternoon?? not like the govt cares...

anyway, that's not the point now...
the point it...

me has no idea what me is here for...
me has a million and one things to do...
me has to put up with a lot of shit from alot of different people...
me is pissed and frustrated...
me is tired and needs sleep...
me has no choice coz me's not given one...
me has summarized everything...
me has said my peace...
me is going back to do da shit...

it's me again.. this time.. i'm not in school.. i'm sitting at my desk... eating a muffin... chatting with a friendand settling some bowling stuff... that's now.. before this, i was playing worms again.. haha... it's an addictive game.. and it's so cute!!! anyway, i realise that now, my life has seriously been nothing but packed with a lot of stuff... if it's not school, it's work, when it's neither... like at night, it's bowling stuff... talking stuff out with people... quarrelling with people... stuff like that... sending emails... replying stuff... hmm.. if it's not bowling, it's tutoring cousins... or... church stuff... out of my whole schedule... i think 3 impt things are missing.. i'm not saying that what i do is not impt... it's juz that... i really can't rank what is most impt to what is least... coz i think everything is juz as impt in one way or another... hmm... definately hafta find da time to spend with friends, family... and alphonsus... ( he gets pissed too ya noe...) aiyah.. i really gotta sort out my schedule.. and worst part is.. i gotta find time to revise work too... haha... gosh.. and there's this cricket outside.. driving me mad i tell u... has been outside for da past 2 nites or so... and it's annoying x 100... heh.. or maybe more.. but it's juz really giving me a headache larh.. infact, i'm wondering how i can tahan so long... haha.. da most tragic part is that i can't find da blardy noisy creature... heh.. otherwise he'd be squashed by now... hahahahaha... oh well.. tata...