I don't know what to do now... ok.. so this is gonna be one of my more serious posts... but i'm only human rite?!
it's not so much of a dilemma coz i don't really have much of a choice... i guess.. because of the way life is, my life in particular... there's no choice... wish there was though... now, i really agree with derek's msn nick... it says something like i've been so caught up in doing things for people that i've lost myself completely... actually, now, i'm not too sure about it myself... it might be just me creating all these problems for myself... but then again, i think i just have too many things to do... but i can't exactly prioritise everything coz to me, everything's important... ok.. so i'm beginning to mix you up...
let's put it this way... i've got school... i've got work... i've got bowling... i've got church commitments... and of course, things i want to do... like... spend time with alpha... with my friends like esta n also da babies in school... and more importantly, get some rest for myself...
what i really really really really wanna do now is go for the Jeremy Monteiro & The Chicago Connection... It's a jazz thing if u don't know... but yeah.. the problem is that they're only on for 2 nites.. fri and sat nite... but sadly, i've gotta work on fri nite and sat nite has been book by da mission team to prepare for missions week... i really wanna go!!!!!!! sigh... but it's not like i can not go for the missions thing... argh.... sad...
oh well.. forgot what else i wanna talk about... *sigh*
June 29, 2005
June 25, 2005
ok... since my last post on wednesday..... i've... umm.... oh...... now i remember...
thursday was normal in school... den i hung around... and i went down to work at marina.... was super tired... think i got ari, edwin n abdullah quite freaked out... haha... so.. da good news is... i doubt i'm working next wk.. haha.. they all agree that i should get some rest...
den fri... i skipped school!! so cool rite?! haha.. but that's not the point... was juz plain tired... and also... spent some time with alpha larh... haha.. i poor thing... he poor thing oso... he poor thing coz he seldom come out.. i poor thing coz i got no free time... haha... ok... nvm... i juz want a break larh... hmm... so yeah.. he just HAD to kick me out of bed at 9 plus for breakfast... cannot tahan him manz... yup.. in da afternoon, went to watch a lot like love... nice show... den after that, i had to work again.. n he had to entertain himself... went to da arcade... went walk walk... joined me for dinner... went walk summore... den went to play lan and stayed til i finished at 12.45am... so sweet rite?!?!?! haha... i know u're all jealous... haha... okok... i'm mad... but yeah.. he's really sweet... wad more can i ask for??
today... was utter rubbish... really utter rubbish... it's really amazing how idiotic some people can be... but nvm.. that's over... shall not rub it in... i think i've more or less gotten over it anyway... but yeah.. crowd was good for NP open... 67 peeps i believe... da crap part was that my ave really drop a lot.. coach says it's coz my ball dun match da lane condition... and of course.. i din see alpha coz of bowling... and this wk, he's in camp liao...
anyway, enuff about that larh.. after the game... wanted to drill ball but uncle richard busy.. so i'll get it done sometime this week... yup... and also... went to carraige bar.. my first time there.. quite a nice place.. but yeah.. really quite a lot of old people.. and old songs too... but nice larh.. and early in da nite, got karaoke but not much smoke... and from 9 plus... got live band performing.. den can dance... so cool... i like to dance.. think it's cool.. but not the clubbing type of dance.. da more defined type.. that has proper steps... yeah... haha...
now i'm home... i got a few assignments to do still.. but.............. heh... and time's not waiting for me either.. haha.. ok... enuff said.
thursday was normal in school... den i hung around... and i went down to work at marina.... was super tired... think i got ari, edwin n abdullah quite freaked out... haha... so.. da good news is... i doubt i'm working next wk.. haha.. they all agree that i should get some rest...
den fri... i skipped school!! so cool rite?! haha.. but that's not the point... was juz plain tired... and also... spent some time with alpha larh... haha.. i poor thing... he poor thing oso... he poor thing coz he seldom come out.. i poor thing coz i got no free time... haha... ok... nvm... i juz want a break larh... hmm... so yeah.. he just HAD to kick me out of bed at 9 plus for breakfast... cannot tahan him manz... yup.. in da afternoon, went to watch a lot like love... nice show... den after that, i had to work again.. n he had to entertain himself... went to da arcade... went walk walk... joined me for dinner... went walk summore... den went to play lan and stayed til i finished at 12.45am... so sweet rite?!?!?! haha... i know u're all jealous... haha... okok... i'm mad... but yeah.. he's really sweet... wad more can i ask for??
today... was utter rubbish... really utter rubbish... it's really amazing how idiotic some people can be... but nvm.. that's over... shall not rub it in... i think i've more or less gotten over it anyway... but yeah.. crowd was good for NP open... 67 peeps i believe... da crap part was that my ave really drop a lot.. coach says it's coz my ball dun match da lane condition... and of course.. i din see alpha coz of bowling... and this wk, he's in camp liao...
anyway, enuff about that larh.. after the game... wanted to drill ball but uncle richard busy.. so i'll get it done sometime this week... yup... and also... went to carraige bar.. my first time there.. quite a nice place.. but yeah.. really quite a lot of old people.. and old songs too... but nice larh.. and early in da nite, got karaoke but not much smoke... and from 9 plus... got live band performing.. den can dance... so cool... i like to dance.. think it's cool.. but not the clubbing type of dance.. da more defined type.. that has proper steps... yeah... haha...
now i'm home... i got a few assignments to do still.. but.............. heh... and time's not waiting for me either.. haha.. ok... enuff said.
June 22, 2005
i'm now being forced to update this... by my dearest saleha... haha... okok.. that's not it... juz that my update has been long overdued... yup... been very busy... lots of assignments for class and lots of projects for bowling... anyway.... hmm.. gosh.. i can't even remember when i last updated this... i believe it was some time last wk larh... lazy to open another page juz to check...
it's another boring day in school... and i'm freezing... no.. i'm not mad... and no.. singapore's not snowing either... it's juz this freaking room where i'm having my programming lesson in... and also... my inhuman classmates... say it's hot and stuffy in the room... heh... total madness i tell u...
anyway, teen games is finally over... that's one thing of my back... hurray to the guys for beating a lot of people younger than them.. haha.. ok.. so i'm being sacarstic... but who cares... they know it too... and so does uncle richard (coach)... haha... big bullies.... it was fun larh... one team came in first... da other third.... and they won da guys high game and guys high series too... ok.. i shall shut up... hmm... i'll try to post photos online if they dun turn out fuzzy....
besides that, i'm really kind of frustrated with some people... dun wanna name names... but they're really annoying... it's like... can't people in this world think of others before themselves?? it's always i, me and myself... heh.. hate that type of people.... i shall stop here before it becomes too obvious as to who i'm talking about...
on my list of things to do now.... basically, a lot...
Assignments
1) webmastering
2) graphic design fundamentals
3) database
4) photography
Bowling
5) Submit CCA points for teen games and the coming NP Open
6) Start planning for 9 pin tap
7) Pick up trophies
8) Make sure booth is ok
9) Get the comm down for NP Open earlier
10) Get new bowling ball!
Work
11) Just work lor... 2 shifts a week... one tmr nite.. n one fri nite.. but i dun think fri nite got
people can take over.... *sobz*
Others
12) remember to eat amidst everything
13) remember to sleep as well
14) remember to remember all the above
I think that's about it.... but i'm not too sure... haha.. will udate more if i remember... tata.. for now, i'm juz looking forward to dismissal... not becoz it's my last class for today already... coz i have to stay back to complete da photography thingy... and hang around da booth... sian larh... haha.. nvm.. da point is that i get to eat! yummy!!! *rubs tummy* haha... hungry!!! me hungry! i want food!!! now!!!! okok... tata... i think this post is long enuff...
it's another boring day in school... and i'm freezing... no.. i'm not mad... and no.. singapore's not snowing either... it's juz this freaking room where i'm having my programming lesson in... and also... my inhuman classmates... say it's hot and stuffy in the room... heh... total madness i tell u...
anyway, teen games is finally over... that's one thing of my back... hurray to the guys for beating a lot of people younger than them.. haha.. ok.. so i'm being sacarstic... but who cares... they know it too... and so does uncle richard (coach)... haha... big bullies.... it was fun larh... one team came in first... da other third.... and they won da guys high game and guys high series too... ok.. i shall shut up... hmm... i'll try to post photos online if they dun turn out fuzzy....
besides that, i'm really kind of frustrated with some people... dun wanna name names... but they're really annoying... it's like... can't people in this world think of others before themselves?? it's always i, me and myself... heh.. hate that type of people.... i shall stop here before it becomes too obvious as to who i'm talking about...
on my list of things to do now.... basically, a lot...
Assignments
1) webmastering
2) graphic design fundamentals
3) database
4) photography
Bowling
5) Submit CCA points for teen games and the coming NP Open
6) Start planning for 9 pin tap
7) Pick up trophies
8) Make sure booth is ok
9) Get the comm down for NP Open earlier
10) Get new bowling ball!
Work
11) Just work lor... 2 shifts a week... one tmr nite.. n one fri nite.. but i dun think fri nite got
people can take over.... *sobz*
Others
12) remember to eat amidst everything
13) remember to sleep as well
14) remember to remember all the above
I think that's about it.... but i'm not too sure... haha.. will udate more if i remember... tata.. for now, i'm juz looking forward to dismissal... not becoz it's my last class for today already... coz i have to stay back to complete da photography thingy... and hang around da booth... sian larh... haha.. nvm.. da point is that i get to eat! yummy!!! *rubs tummy* haha... hungry!!! me hungry! i want food!!! now!!!! okok... tata... i think this post is long enuff...