feel like crap now... it's supposed to be my lunch break.. but i ate earlier... well.. at least i ate rite?! i'm so on the verge of juz giving up every blardy thing... at least there's a quiet corner i can chill at in school... not telling u where otherwise it won't be quiet anymore... heh... feel so crap.. feel like crying... argh... no mood larh... wadeva...

ok.. this is so so so so so overdued...

well.. life has carried on.. even though i still miss my cat.. haha... yup.. besides that.. had POL-ITE games last wk end... well, it was fun...

and these few weeks, assignments galore.. haha.. total madness.. haha.. oh well..

and my personal life... well, it's been a total mess.. heh.. not funny... still very stress... sigh.. but i think it's slowly coming along larh...

sigh.. dun feel like talking much....

i'm supposed to be doing my assignment.... but.... i can't help but want to blog...

it's thurs morning... it's been 3 over days or so... well.. everyone misses spady... the house seems and feels so empty without him.. there seems to be nothing to look forward to when i come home anymore.. it's like, i'd normally peek in from the outside when i get home everyday to see where he is... i guess it's habit.. but i find myself doing that everytime i come home... at da same time, mommy keeps looking on the rug when she opens the room door coz he used to sit there and sleep... sigh... raquel misses him too.. and i think grand too... to a certain extent anyway.. the house is just..... so... empty...

besides that... there are so many things on my mind.. my bowling.. my assignments and schoolwork, my work.. and.. my personal life... there's just so many things going on nowadays...

oh well...