today..... is da first day of IVP selections.... 1 done... 2 more days ago... and my thumb's already in quite horrible condition... in fact.. i'm only typing with my left hand... right hand's wrapped up in an ice pack.. haha... oh well.. anyway... the pple there mean business manz... it's freaky.... yup... oh well.. hard to type.. will upfate more when able to.... gotta preserve hand... haha.. otherwise may not last another 2 days... ciao..
October 29, 2004
October 26, 2004
oh manz... this sux so bad... it juz sux.... i hate my life...
basically... he's going on da 11th.. from now.. his A's are on... once they finish on the 25th... got youth leaders retreat... which is only for cell leaders this yr.. so i dunno whether i'll be there.. but he will be dere no matter what... straight after that.. either later on da 28th or on the 29th... they want to go on a holiday.. like... gawd.... i juz dun fit into the picture do i?!?! when he comes back, nxt day got YF camp liao... that would be like... time to share wif da other YFers... where on earth are we gonna find time for ourselves?? and straight after that, i'm back to school...
to add... christmas n new year fall on saturday... i've got school on christmas eve n new years eve... n after he gets in, he prob wun be allowed out until at nite... sigh...
life juz sux doesn't it!? it's juz so damn unfair...
is it life? or am i over reacting? everything juz doesn't seem right...
f*** larh...
basically... he's going on da 11th.. from now.. his A's are on... once they finish on the 25th... got youth leaders retreat... which is only for cell leaders this yr.. so i dunno whether i'll be there.. but he will be dere no matter what... straight after that.. either later on da 28th or on the 29th... they want to go on a holiday.. like... gawd.... i juz dun fit into the picture do i?!?! when he comes back, nxt day got YF camp liao... that would be like... time to share wif da other YFers... where on earth are we gonna find time for ourselves?? and straight after that, i'm back to school...
to add... christmas n new year fall on saturday... i've got school on christmas eve n new years eve... n after he gets in, he prob wun be allowed out until at nite... sigh...
life juz sux doesn't it!? it's juz so damn unfair...
is it life? or am i over reacting? everything juz doesn't seem right...
f*** larh...
October 24, 2004
hmm.... 2 of my mom's friends n herself... haf been asking me to get a life... if u dun get what i mean.... they're wondering why i get attached so young when i can go out n play... n enjoy life wif friends... n get to know other pple (in other words, more guys...)
well... i realyl don't know.. it's like... not much of a difference... coz alpha isn't that protective anyway... haha.. somehow, i get to do what i want... like... go out wif other guys.... but honestly.. he doesn't mind... kind of weird if u ask me.. but he says it's trust... heh... he's one of a kind larh... i oso dunno wad to say...
oh well.. i'm off to bed... got church tmr... tata...
well... i realyl don't know.. it's like... not much of a difference... coz alpha isn't that protective anyway... haha.. somehow, i get to do what i want... like... go out wif other guys.... but honestly.. he doesn't mind... kind of weird if u ask me.. but he says it's trust... heh... he's one of a kind larh... i oso dunno wad to say...
oh well.. i'm off to bed... got church tmr... tata...