thank god... the exams are almost over... but on the other hand.. kind of screwed up 2 of the 4 papers i took... haha.. yup.. sad but troo.. while some others are worrying whether they'll get their A's... some of us are worrying whether we'll pass the module... haha.. as for my class... it's most of us... haha... ok.. maybe it's no laughing matter.. but it's a habit..

hmm... this week, i've really been wondering... wondering why people like to dig up the past especially when it's not a very happy one... infact, it's the totally opposite... the tsunami disaster is so... devastating.. so sad... so many people have been lost.. and so many people sad... lost their loved ones... and their homes... etc... why on earth does mediacorp wanna dig up da sad effects??? aren't people tormented enough by the actual event? why do they want to dig it all up especially when it's probably just started to settle?!?! sigh.. dun understand... and now the earthquake... my grandma seems quite saddistic.. dunno why.. every news report on TV, she'll watch... den after that.. juz go on and on and on about it da rest of da time where she's not watching it.. gosh... it's driving me insane... sigh.. but yeah.. really pity them... so much destruction around... in times like this... i really thank god that we're so safe amidst all the chaos...

besides that... cat's finally eating again... had to buy new type of cat food... he's so spoilt... haha.. anyway, all my thoughts are kind of jumbled up and stored somewhere up in my brain.. everything's in bits and pieces.. so yeah.. haha... oh......... did i mention?? i miss alpha a lot!!! haha.. ok... enuff said there...

nitez~

it's almost 1... and i'll be sleeping soon... but while i remember some stuff... juz thought i'd blog it... before i forget... but first of all, thanks babe for da songs... haha... i'm a happy girl now... hahahahahaha... ok.. i'm mad... it's da tired kind of high...

anyway, what i wanted to say was.....

some friends are worth keeping.... others...... prob juz a casual hi and bye... i find that it's not worth all your trouble to treat others nicely... coz in return.... u really don't gain anything... seriously.... well... u might beg to differ... but i don't care coz this is what i think... when u find da rare few that will really stand by you thru think and thin... in good times and bad... good for you... and a pointer.... make sure u keep them... or u'll regret it!!! not that i've ever lost a really good friend... (not that i know of anyway...) i've met a few who're nice to u once in awhile.. when they feel like it... but that's condition love... aiyah.. i think at this age u all should get wad i mean rite?? not da lovey dovey sort... but even if it is that kind of love, there's still da basic friendship that's there... yar... as i was saying... well... i know everyone's human... but yeah.. there comes a point in life where u just get so fed-up... i've kind of given up going all out to look for friends... i'll juz take life as it comes... and so far... it hasn't been too bad... there are a few... although prob less than 5... or around 5 larh... and.. i think i'm really super blessed to have so many true blue friends... (this does not include God... heh...) anyway, dun try to think if u're in that category larh... haha... i think these few peeps i'm talking about should know... =)

yup.. anyway, this update is so not about me.. it's juz what i'm thinking... and no.. i'm not going thru a bad patch in life... everything's ok... haha... ciao!

mind's kind of in a mess... social issues... and study issues... and other misc stuff... oh.. my cat too...

hmm... exams have started.. first paper.. not too bad... so.. in short.. quite a good start to the exam period... wad i learnt is that... can't do it myself... only with His help... God's help... yup..

next..... my darling spady's sick... i got no idea why... but he's not eating properly.. and he's lost weight... he's so light now... can't believe it... i'm worried... shall bring him to the vet tmr...

besides that... i dun feel myself... i got no idea why... *shrugs*