September 27, 2005

i am pissed.. everything i typed has been wiped out... so therefore... i shall type it another day.. heh..

September 19, 2005

i'm finally home quite early tonight.. haha... well, am already very tired... and definately looking forward to sat... or fri since i'm hoping to change that shift.. heh..

well, this is what happened today...

i had to kick myself out of bed at 8 so that i could go to work by 10... and on top of that, it was raining..... very unpredictable weather... was quite tired in da shoes i was wearing.. feet hurt too.. heh... den after that had training in da evening.. was ok at first... den after that... my release went mad... it was everything but right... sad larh... haha.. and everyone agrees that i need more sleep... oh well... talking about pressing issues with alpha... dun worry... we're fine.. nothing to do with us... discussing stuff only....

catch up later...
yay! haha... well, it's already past 12... but happy birthday to esta and mommy... haha... take note... their birthday was on da 18th... yup..

well... hmm i guess... a lot of things have happened.. hmm... nothing obvious on the surface (so far)... or.. nothing noticable to the public's eye... what i mean by that is that if u're not really close to them... or do not have their trust.. u won't know nuts about what's going on in their life.. for this... i really thank god i've got my close circle of friends...

hmm... on to other things... i've been really busy... and at the looks of it, will be very busy still.. haha.. now, i've got work... and since i've got a number of big tournaments next sem, i'll have to start planning now... sometimes, i really hate my schedule... it always clashes with alpha's... it's either he's free and i'm working or have a tourney.. or i'm free and he has worship prac or not out yet.. heh.. kind of feel bad for not spending time with him during da wkends... but it's a job... i can't exactly do what i want..

den... just today........ i realised... ah.. nvm.. not the right day...

too much of other stuff to think about... and worry too... (that's bad.. but can't help it..)