After the first day of a new week...

well... like i said, my week ended like shit... so... hoping for a better start, i gave up studying and went to bed...

in da morning... well, as usual, kind of got up late.. but was feeling much betta... but before i could even start the day properly, i rammed half of myself into da wall... (dun ask... basically, was still half asleep...) heh... at least i was home...

so... left the house, went to the bank to do some banking for my mommy... after that, met nell at BK to have brunch... that small period of time was still ok lar... headed to SB-HV after that to grab ourselves a latte each in hopes that it would cheer us up.. we ended up so disappointed... seriously.... that gal... sigh.. pulled us a bad shot.... den... on top of that, they never backflush... can see the grinds.. and the drink juz taste different... yuck...

went to school... intended to study... got disturbed.. and ended up juz looking through a few of my tutorials and practicals... literally juz LOOKING through... and before i knew it... heh... had to go for my paper... well..... the paper was surprisingly do-able... it kind of cheered me up... amazing how things that are supposed to put u down, actually cheer u up.. and things that suppose to cheer u up, actually put u down...

went straight to work after that... bumped into WJ on da way out of school.. juz said hi and bye.. cabbed down hoping to have a good shift there... day came crashing down just before i punched in... was rock bottom for quite awhile... and my smile seemed to have gone for a holiday at the bermuda triangle..it was a rather quiet evening.. so went to look for edwin at ML during my break... had quite a nice chat with him lar... long time nv see and talk to him... after that, decided to try to pick myself up at work... hmm... i would say that i more or less succeeded.. but... *shrugx* best left for other people to say lar..

was so tired by the time store closed... i was closing in slow motion... bad lar... but really can't help it.. heh.. closed half an hour late... sux lar.. but *shrugx* got nagged to death by my mom.. all almost death lar.. otherwise i wun be typing this...

den instead of going straight to bed, end up coming online to do all the CCA points shit... it's like.. CAN'T THE WORLD GIVE ME A FREAKING BREAK??? it's the blardy exam week.. and here i am taking shifts on da day before my paper and all... and furthermore... everyone's going siao coz of the stress.... and me??? i've got to key in freaking cca points coz the deadline's today... -_-"

i've like.... been totally drained larh.. and... I GOT NO LIFE! heh... can't shop... haven't dressed up for ages... and all my pretty shoes are juz lying around... aiyah.. nvm larh.. but for the shift part, i volunteered... so.. DON'T blame my managers... can't bear to see them (or in particular, ari...) search high and low for partners coz SB got many poly people and now's about exam period... life's all about give and take isn't it?! haha... wadeva lar..

heh.. ok.. i end here coz that's da end of the day... thank u for reading this... think it's crap.. heh.. and... as for me, i think i'll be ok in time to come.. so... yeah... sigh....

tired... and... on the verge of breaking down...

not the perfect end to the week...

this is seriously the wrong time coz i've got a million one things to do... but... this is one of the few channels that i can rant and rave like no one's business... heh...

firstly, i'm damn freaking tired... haven't had a good sleep in a long time... got so many things on my mind... hmm.. besides that, it's exam week.... got a paper tmr and on wednesday... haven't really studied.. sure.. blame it on lack of discipline in my own life.. so be it lar.. i'll admit it anyway... but den... i do need time for myself... sigh... bad time management... argh.. so annoying... anyway, i've hardly studied or revised anything... haven't been paying much attention in school... and.... i can't exactly not work these few weeks coz everyone else is taking a break... the most idiotic thing is that i got a paper tmr.. and had to work todae... straight after da paper, gotta go do closing again... sigh.. i wanna rest.. i miss dressing up... i miss shopping... but den.. can't complain coz i dun wanna leave starbucks... heh.. wadeva lar.. dun feel like updating anymore... had quite a crap day todae lar.. and yeah.. u can see the tiredness on me already.. heh.. wadeva lar.. dun feel like saying anymore..

Gosh... this is bad....

haha.. ok.. maybe i'm going a lil too far... but yeah... i'm ALREADY missing my starbucks partners.... after being attached to 15 stores... and knowing other people from other stores i haven't been to..... yeah..... i'm gonna miss pulling shots... making messes... clearing messes... haha... and above all, miss all the partners... ah!!!!!!!!!! it's driving me insane!!!!! and on top of that, so many stores and their managers have asked me to stay larh... argh.... so tempting... haha.. ok.. am mad..

anyway, survived a 9+ over hr shift today... haha.. yay me! and i'm still super hyper... muz be mad somewhere.. haha... 4+ hrs at rc... and 5+ at ms... haha.. whee!!! ok.. nvm... hyped up...