really... i do.. it's like... i can never bring myself to do the things i want... but always do stuff for the good of others.. or.. when the others ask.. NO... is a word that i really ought to learn how to use... especially when it comes to my own well being...
sometimes i feel like i've lost the spark i used to have in being strong and indepedent... da i dun give a shit type of attitude... the.. i dun bow down to anyone type of shit.. for this situation, i wish this was so...
i'm not gonna go into detail coz i juz might get shot down by that person.. so yeah..
i also got no idea why i've been brought up so independant... kind of sux... but ya.. not so bad now i guess... more people have seen the vulnerable side of me i guess..
there's only so much i can take... i kind of really want a break.. but.. i dun think i can really afford it.. heh..
dunno la.. we'll have to see about stuff...
getting through this week is proving to be tougher than i expected.
August 30, 2006
August 29, 2006
Birthday's coming...
and.. dun really wanna turn da year older.. haha... but oh well.. it's life.. haha...
anyway... this yr... haha.. gonna party with everyone at MoS... anyone wants to come?? anyway.. as for pressies.. this yr... i think i'd appreciate it more if i got cash... =X that would mean being able to get enough (i hope) for my bowling ball.. and other things if got spare.. haha.. sigh.. so broke... haha... k la.. lazy to update...
if u wanna come, call me for details yeah?
cheers!
anyway... this yr... haha.. gonna party with everyone at MoS... anyone wants to come?? anyway.. as for pressies.. this yr... i think i'd appreciate it more if i got cash... =X that would mean being able to get enough (i hope) for my bowling ball.. and other things if got spare.. haha.. sigh.. so broke... haha... k la.. lazy to update...
if u wanna come, call me for details yeah?
cheers!
August 25, 2006
It's been awhile..
somethings have been sorted out.. other things.. are still in a mess... but bottom line is that guys are pervs... heh.. but yeah.. still.. i can't thank God enough for the friends i have around me...
on the other hand.. bithday's coming.. but.. i dun feel like doing anything... feel like cancelling all my plans for next wk... it's so... bleahx... juz can't be bothered to plan my own party... and my dear friend geets... sigh.. juz had to kenna chicken pox... sigh.. poor gal...
aiyah.. i oso dun feel like updating la. heh..
on the other hand.. bithday's coming.. but.. i dun feel like doing anything... feel like cancelling all my plans for next wk... it's so... bleahx... juz can't be bothered to plan my own party... and my dear friend geets... sigh.. juz had to kenna chicken pox... sigh.. poor gal...
aiyah.. i oso dun feel like updating la. heh..