it's me again!! haha... and yes...... haven't updated this for ages... 3 wks.. give and take afew days... haha.. anyway, loads have passed... and alot of questions in my head... well, one thing's for sure... technology can't be trusted... sigh... my laptop's been shutting down on me as and when it feels like... really sickening... and yes.. my laptop's new... even worst rite? sigh.... frustrating...

alot has happened since i last updated this... hmm... life's been pretty busy lately.. with work and all that... yup... been running around.. getting stuff done... nv really had da chance to sleep in coz i always had something on... yeah... besides that, my piano school is rubbish... they normally give us at least 1 wks notice before our mock exam.. but this time, i think they're really screwing all their students... (mind da language) juz told me after my lesson today that it's this sunday... and the timing... gosh.... can't be any worst... it's like they think i got nothing better to do.. so weird... at 2.40.... not here.. not there... after lunch will be pretty boring... yet again, can't do much... sigh... such a pain in da ass... oh well, i'll juz bear with it larh.. not like i can do anything else..

besides that, can't really imagine that it's been 2 yrs since i've been with alpha... seems so short... yet so long... hmm... actually, really thank God for him... well, can't exactly say that he's always there... but then again, in his farnie way, he's always there supporting and praying for me... (thou i normally can't feel and dun notice it..) *sigh*

anyway, life's really strange.....
would u....

put soccer/sports before ministry?

put ur girlfriend/bofriend before ministry?

put girlfriend/boyfriend before school stuff/work?

not tell your friends/significant other whom u've already agreed to go out with that you have something else on til the night before?

put other peoples feelings before urs?

aiyah... still got alot more... but can't recall now..... seriously speaking, if u really want to answer these questions, go ahead... but think over it carefully before u really do... coz more often than not, you dun realise what the answer really is... you might say one thing yet do another...

well, that's all for now...