looks like it's been some time since my last update... reason being... not much to update about.. life has been the same as i last updated... eat, sleep, play n bowl.. well.. last wk it was just eat, sleep n play actually... yup.. managed to stay away from da alley.. haha...

hmm... today... went bowling after the long long 1 wk plus... well.. i guess i'm glad i can bowl again.. but den again, it juz felt different... didn't have the drive that i had 2 wks ago.. haha.. bowl myself silly... fingers hurt like hell.. yup.. i thought they had gotten better.. but then.. today when i started again, they started hurting again.. sigh... oh well.. but juz continued playing anyway... another strange thing today is that... my ball can finally hook properly.. or so i think.. haha... dunno whether it's correct or not even though the outcome is there... ok.. so that part wasn't exactly strange.. it was da part when i released it near the extreme left, it went straight to the extreme right and hooked back to the left side's gutter... gawd knows how i did that... heh... it's definately not so easy.. haha.. oh well.. back to practice i guess...

school team's practice it startng this sat morning.... and honestly, i don't really feel up to it... and as for why?! it's because i've got the lowest average there... like... bout 30 pin difference from da one on top of me... and alicia kang prob wun be going... think she's in australia.. melbourne or sydney... i dunno oso.. sure i'll haf my group of friends there supporting me and all.. but it's sad when u're at the bottom... kind of like malu... and a really small factor... it's really really far away.. such a bummer dunch u think... yeah... and to think that there's another round of selections sometime or another... that's scary too.. like.. can i juz not go for da school team's training and get myself kicked out? it's better than wasting time coz basically everyone knows that the weakest goes... sigh... like... da 4 other gals at da try-outs had about 150-160 averages... and da others... well, even worst... da others are all national/national youth players... *sobz* life is depressing.. no?! oh well....