just got back from work awhile ago... well, kind of enjoyed work today even though i was really tired...

kind of dread coming home recently... it's not that it's boring or anything.. just that i'm being driven mad by my mom, grandma and sometimes, my aunt... argh.. just the thought of it's kind of frustrating... i have absolutely no idea how they can sit and listen to other people's family problems but not realise their own problems.. i find it totally strange.. but they don't seem to notice a thing... well... maybe grand is different from their other friends they talk to and all... but i think the same problem's still there... bottom line is that they take their elders for granted... ok.. so i'm guilty of that too.. but i try... i really try... sometimes, i think she can go a lil overboard... as for mom, i think she really treats me like a small kid... gosh... it's like... so what if i went to watch the korean show "wet dreams 2" with alpha.. it's a romantic comedy.. not porn.. why does she think so far?!?!?!?! argh... so annoying.. and even when i get home at 11 plus.. must call her so she can come down and wait for me.. that's really annoying..

sadly, home to me at the moment is only a place where i can come home and sleep.. and bathe kind of thing... worst part is that i have to act like nothing's wrong otherwise she'll come up with some plan to counter what i tell her...

the me right now....
well... i must say that if given the chance, i'd seriously stop tutoring my cousins... stop schooling.. oh.. and move out of my house.. maybe get a cosy little apartment or something (even though i really like my little niche at da moment)... think it's strange that all this is coming from me?!?! haha.. u better chane your mindset.. i'd like it if i could just focus on the things i like... that's what mom says she wants me to do too.. but she doesn't know what i want/like... hmm... so taking away all that... things i like would be bowling and work.. it's not that i'm addicted to money or something.. i just enjoy what i do... the others are more or less a chore to carry out..

anyway, can't do much at da moment.. i think.. all i can do is pray...

ok... shall end here.. this is getting way too long...

oh.. did i mention.. i think i screwed up my 2 papers...