Suicide...

Waking up early in the morning for a 9-6 job.. and playing a trounament after that.. sounds easy? haha.. i'm like... dying la..

2 days into National Age Group... am DEFINATELY not doing good.. hardly have the time and the energy to practice.. my average is crap... it's really depressing when you can't perform.. another 2 days to go.. hopefully, i won't be the one to crash my doubles partner later on today.. and my team for tmr... the girls team... heh.. can't complain that much la.. nothing fantastic... if we wanna win at POL-ITE games.. we definately have to practice much much much much more.. as for the guys team.. thank God... heh.. don't need to worry too much about them.. quite confident that at least 3 of the 4 will get into this saturday's masters..

as for work, well, not doing that well either.. am so tired.. getting work done at a slightly slower pace.. and on top of that.. the workload's growing too.. sadly.. not at da same slightly slower pace.. although that'd be much appreciated.. well, that's life la.. it never works out the way you want it to...

hmm... even i don't feel good about this week.. it's like... i'm the sort that likes to under perform.. but because of the circumstances, i've got no choice.. i'm not allowed to take leave.. neither can i not play... i don't like not getting work done in the office.. and i also don't like under performing when it comes to bowling.. it's difficult enough i've never played at OCC before this tournament.. argh.. why can't i just stay home and rest??

can't take an mc either coz da only reason i can take a mc for won't allow me to bowl... =( so.. bear with the pain.. bear with the workload.. bear with the lack of sleep.. bear with the hunger.. sigh.. wad else lehx?? oh.. but seriously.. thank God for friends... i think they're the ones who keep me going...

can't wait for the week to be over.. wad's left is work til fri.. NAG doubles tonite, team tmr nite, 10th MDIS Championship sat morning, MCS alumnae meeting.. sat afternoon.. NAG masters final[i won't get in.. but i'll go there to support da others.. hehe.. =) ]

hope i'll survive da week...