since my last blog update about swimming. well, let's juz say the only reason why i really went swimming that day was to try to think.. to vent out frustrations.. to try to come to a conclusion..
well, since then, i'm no longer with terence. sad?! yes.. but on the other hand, it juz didn't make sense anymore. couldn't see any possibility how things could improve or work out given the circumstances.
so anyway, yeah. even though it hurts, let's juz say i feel more liberated.. happier. free to move on with my life being just me. yes. i know it sounds selfish. but ah well...
i've gotten scolded by so many peoople about thinking and caring too much about others and instead, neglecting myself. so prob the most major choice that i've made for myself. prob no one has any idea how i'm warring with myself. but i think it should be a right choice.
juz move on, find myself back. find the me that i used to know.. and start loving myself again. from there, we'll see how it goes...
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