another one and a half mths gone with the wind...

I honestly didn't know it's been that long since my last update. since then, da dramas have more or less died down.

end sept, early oct, i took a trip up to KL for business.. relatively eventful however, not quite enough info to kick anything off. still in the process of that discussion. it was nice to get to know my aunt and cousin better after always being the small girl who hides behind mommy.. haha.. it was cool.. too bad i didn't have the guts to drive around KL.. damn.. haha..

besides that, started to slow down n study for my exams as and when I could. decided to help rex with barossa's halloween event. i must say, i did kind of enjoy myself. however, i'm one who cannot put up with incompetence. or with people who get priorities and details messed up. frustrating at the same time, definitely a sense of achievement when things have successfully gone up.

might end up taking a break from studies for awhile. got offered quite a good opportunity that those close to me think i should take it up. at the same time, i guess i'll have to be careful and put everything down in black and white.

as for forex.. it still kind of puzzles me.. prob coz there's juz so much on my mind that i can't concentrate on one specific thing..

grandma.. well, the metal stuff that was on her hand has been taken off and her bone is fusing well.. juz that she's being spoilt beyond belief.. to the extent that she gets fed... -_-" actually now that i think about it, i do miss her fussing over me.. it's juz different when she's not herself or when she's not around (i mean in hospital or something.. i really don't wanna think that far..)

anyway, all the events that have happened have strained my r/s a lil. but hey. i guess that's life rite? hopefully, i'll be able to find a balance between everything. hopefully, everything will turn out ok..

the craziest thing is that i'm so feeling the pinch from 2 of my ex-bfs.. they've both recently changed their relationship status to in a r/s.. and i'm quite sure that they juz started out. whereas for us, we've been dating for more than 3 mths.. and facebook still states we're both still single. or at least he is anyway. i've gotten that annoyed that i've juz removed the r/s status off my profile page.. heh..

i'm really happy for them. really.. i am.. wish i could be happy for myself too.. i want the world to know. den again, i've more or less been labelled a bitch anyway... well, i'm sure it doesn't matter that much.. maybe i'm juz throwing a immature, illogical little girl tantrum here.. strange thing is, recognition isn't supposed to be one of my stronger love gifts either.. haha.. strange.. oh well..