Blogging.......

Was just reading through some of my friends blogs. Made me realise that this is still a place I can at any time turn to for some ranting.

For as long as I can remember, I've been getting lost. Lost in a world that strangely enough, I wouldn't even call my own. I don't quite know when or how it started turning out this way. It just did.

I've lost the person I used to be. The old me seems far and distant. Like a memory of sorts. The new me... sadly.. feels like just am empty shell.

Of course this is not in reference to the way I treat friends. More of the way I treat those who are probably too close to me. and.. myself included.

People normally turn out for the better. I seem to be heading in the totally opposite direction. Somehow, I can't seem to get myself out. Am I really not trying? or am i not trying hard enough?