YAY!!! Genesis 2004 is finally over!!!!! (ok... it was fun... but the planning was MONSTER!!)

ok.... so maybe i'm just really tired.... and exausted... what can i sae? haha.. but anywae, it was good larh... haha.. nothing much to sae...

hmm.... i seem to have all my events lined up for me... one after another... *sigh* hope i can last manz.. eva since O's were over, there was YF camp, Missions trip, Christmas, Genesis, then... gotta come up for what we're gonna do at vocal training... besides kill myself... i have a feeling that would be a confirmed item on da schedule.. yeah... and the next youth aflame next month.. and the month after that.. at da same time, got admin stuff for da next camp... haha.. well, at least it keeps me busy..

anywae, i'm so happy.. can start my piano lessons again! yay! after like.... 3 months.. think i stopped in september.. haha.. can't wait.. that reminds me... gotta go pick up my cert too.. and get the vocal exam syllabus... haha

anywae, chao.. busy... haha

*sigh* i've got this really funny feeling... it's just so weird that i've got no school... after 10 years... haha.. i guess that's why....

anywae, school's started.... like duh... no one's online on a fridae afternoon.. *sigh* is it just me?! or are all my fwens.. (those i normally hang out with.. including alpha) in school?!?!?! gosh.. i gotta get a job.. otherwise i'll be bored to tears...

besides that, i'll revert back to being kind of single.. well, the feeling's there.. damn his school... *sigh* they're in the same classes as last year... meaning, he'll finish school earliest at 4.. also meaning, he'll be dead tired by the time he finishes... and that will leave... like... what?! saturdae and sundae for me?! hmm... besides school, he's now a CGL... as everyone knows.. well, congrats.. i think it was one of his dreams.. and his A's.... Gawd...

so many commitments... so little time... well, he says he'll keep me in mind.. but i really don't know.. last year, he wasn't a CGL... and i already felt kind of neglected... only saw him in church kind of thing.. now that he's a CGL, there's cell leaders meeting, and discipleship... blah blah... gosh... being in a relationship means having to put in some time rite?!?!?! i'm not asking too much am i?

*sigh* i really don't know... i'm just crossing my fingers and hoping for everything to turn out good...

A new year... A new beggining...

It's da first of January.. 2004... gosh... gotta get used to writing that date... haha.. anywae, as i said, it's new years dae.. and i'm sitting in front of my computer and typing this out.... haha... some kind of news years dae.. i'm making it sound like i'm not going out.. but will be out later larh.. haha..

Well, looking back on the year 2003, i think...... there were really lots and lots of ups and downs... making it worst, they were kind of the extremes... the ups were like... getting a distinction for my piano exam... and a gold for da choir... the downs, well, don't wanna talk about it no more..

Nevertheless, i really thank God for bringing me thru that year... it was really a tough one.. thank God for keeping me safe too.. another thing... really thank God for all da friends He's given me.. coz they've been a real blessing to me! there's juz too many things to thank God for.. even things as simple as keeping me alive... =)

anywae, i think for this year, my goals would probably be....
1. Continue drawing close to God.. (very impt)
2. Spend more time with my family.. be a betta daughter to my mom.. a betta
niece to my aunt and uncle.. and a betta granddaughter to my "popo"
3. Be a better girlfriend.. coz.. i think i was quite monster to alpha..
(sometimes.. anywae.. but some of u might think otherwise)
4. Continue to be a good fwen and a good listener.. =)

yup... that's about it.. haha... now, comes da going out part! yay! chao.. take care everyone... and have a God blessed new year!