*sigh* i've got this really funny feeling... it's just so weird that i've got no school... after 10 years... haha.. i guess that's why....

anywae, school's started.... like duh... no one's online on a fridae afternoon.. *sigh* is it just me?! or are all my fwens.. (those i normally hang out with.. including alpha) in school?!?!?! gosh.. i gotta get a job.. otherwise i'll be bored to tears...

besides that, i'll revert back to being kind of single.. well, the feeling's there.. damn his school... *sigh* they're in the same classes as last year... meaning, he'll finish school earliest at 4.. also meaning, he'll be dead tired by the time he finishes... and that will leave... like... what?! saturdae and sundae for me?! hmm... besides school, he's now a CGL... as everyone knows.. well, congrats.. i think it was one of his dreams.. and his A's.... Gawd...

so many commitments... so little time... well, he says he'll keep me in mind.. but i really don't know.. last year, he wasn't a CGL... and i already felt kind of neglected... only saw him in church kind of thing.. now that he's a CGL, there's cell leaders meeting, and discipleship... blah blah... gosh... being in a relationship means having to put in some time rite?!?!?! i'm not asking too much am i?

*sigh* i really don't know... i'm just crossing my fingers and hoping for everything to turn out good...