today......... was............. well, i guess an okay dae..
haha.. which dae isn't?!

went to bed real freaked out... woke up even more freaked out... had a feeling something bad would happen.. so, anywae, woke up, and....... yeah.. decided to try to get things right.. and.. thank God..... i did...

well, from that i realised that... it would be very very difficult if i were to break up with alphonsus... ok..... there i go talking bout him again.... haha.. but, i'm gonna stop here for this topic.... u go link the 2 paragraphs up and figure out what happened... haha.. i'll leave it to u to think... if u really wanna noe, come bug me urself.. haha... what a thing to sae..

anywae, went for an interview todae... at this makan place in park mall.... got hired instantly... coz.... they were short handed... and.. not only that, weijin, yenni and alicia also got hired as well.. yay! can work together..

but anywae, for those i normally hang out with as and when i'm free..... i'll sae sorry to u guys in advance... coz, i'll be working sundays too... so.. i'm not quite sure how i can find the time to hang out with u guys... adding to that, i know some of u guys will sae i'm nuts coz by doing this, i'm probably gonna tear my relationship up into a worst mess than it already is now... by getting this job... coz.... apparently, i won't have that much time to squeeze in for.. u noe who larh... and i won't be the one always having to sacrifice time and everything else i sacrifice... coz, that just won't be possible...

yup... haven't told him yet... don't know how to actually... yeah.. sure i know he's already quite torn between his other commitments and me... (on da other hand, i'm not so sure...let's just assume... shall we?) and i'm juz making myself busier... let's just put it that way... i won't even know when i'll be free... the good part, i'm only working 5 hours a dae... the bad part... i may be working the later shift that means, i'll be busy when everyone finishes school... and i'll finish..... like..... when........... it's late.... haha... not helping very much is it?!

haha.. enuff about that too.... while talking to da gals todae.. and i'm talking about the other 3 who got da job for me... weijin told us bout her cousin and her husband... and about how he proposed to her... it's like WOW!!! u mean such people still exist in the world now?! i'm surprised... very surprised... haha... it's jan.... and before i know it, valentine's dae will be here... again... i seriously won't be surprised if all i get is a glimspe of him on that dae.. oh well, i guess that's life... isn't it?! lalala...

oh well, i'll be signing of now... gotta go type out my worship songs...
ladidar.. <- too much time spent with esta... haha...