And spady is no more....
I'm not sure whether what i did was right... I'm not sure if he wanted to fight on.. The others said it was right to put him out of his misery... But i'm really not sure...
Came home to say goodbye. Had no guts to see him thru... Stayed home.. Will I regret it?
Argh... I miss the old him... I just miss him... I want him back... but that's not possible... I know it's not...
It's just so hard to let go...
November 27, 2005
November 24, 2005
okok... haven't blogged for eons... partially due to my laptop being stolen... well, i'm kind of back... or at least on my home pc... reformatted it again... and yeah.. it working.. but.. i haven't really been in the mood for blogging... juz don't feel like it... haha... yup...
ok.. life nowadays.... like i said before, total havoc... but in that sense, i'm extremely lucky to have many many good friends around... people like....... the girls in class.... eileen, saleha, sutha... my club friends... weijie, derek, deone, lionel, nadiyah... uh... these few in particular.. did i miss anyone else?! hmm... leong and lala... hmm... edwin and lynn (who although got me quite annoyed, actually sorted things out with them.. and yes.. it was kind of my fault...) and nell.... yar... basically these few people... thanks to all those in church who were praying too... oh yar.. last but not least... alpha... for just being himself.. haha.. =)
well, in particular, i'd love to thank the 3 babies in class, nell and weijie... coz these few people have had to bear with all my shit throughout the entire month... it's not like once a week.. it's more on an average of 4 days a week... yar... so.. thanks a million to all of u out there...
hmm... at the moment, i owe an incredible amount of testimonials to various people.. well, yar larh.. it's not that bo liao coz the people that asked.. or actually, juz mentioned are quite good fwens... haha.. yup... oh.. note to self... remember to take peoples contact number... yup..
life's been slightly better larh.. can't really complain... well, i know no more bad events have been taking place... now, it's juz time to fix everything back to normal... yarp...
that's about it... i'm now juz gonna continue sitting and stoning in da atrium with my mp3 blasting in my ear...
tata for now... this has been a pretty long post...
ok.. life nowadays.... like i said before, total havoc... but in that sense, i'm extremely lucky to have many many good friends around... people like....... the girls in class.... eileen, saleha, sutha... my club friends... weijie, derek, deone, lionel, nadiyah... uh... these few in particular.. did i miss anyone else?! hmm... leong and lala... hmm... edwin and lynn (who although got me quite annoyed, actually sorted things out with them.. and yes.. it was kind of my fault...) and nell.... yar... basically these few people... thanks to all those in church who were praying too... oh yar.. last but not least... alpha... for just being himself.. haha.. =)
well, in particular, i'd love to thank the 3 babies in class, nell and weijie... coz these few people have had to bear with all my shit throughout the entire month... it's not like once a week.. it's more on an average of 4 days a week... yar... so.. thanks a million to all of u out there...
hmm... at the moment, i owe an incredible amount of testimonials to various people.. well, yar larh.. it's not that bo liao coz the people that asked.. or actually, juz mentioned are quite good fwens... haha.. yup... oh.. note to self... remember to take peoples contact number... yup..
life's been slightly better larh.. can't really complain... well, i know no more bad events have been taking place... now, it's juz time to fix everything back to normal... yarp...
that's about it... i'm now juz gonna continue sitting and stoning in da atrium with my mp3 blasting in my ear...
tata for now... this has been a pretty long post...