And spady is no more....

I'm not sure whether what i did was right... I'm not sure if he wanted to fight on.. The others said it was right to put him out of his misery... But i'm really not sure...

Came home to say goodbye. Had no guts to see him thru... Stayed home.. Will I regret it?

Argh... I miss the old him... I just miss him... I want him back... but that's not possible... I know it's not...

It's just so hard to let go...