ok.. this is so so so so so overdued...

well.. life has carried on.. even though i still miss my cat.. haha... yup.. besides that.. had POL-ITE games last wk end... well, it was fun...

and these few weeks, assignments galore.. haha.. total madness.. haha.. oh well..

and my personal life... well, it's been a total mess.. heh.. not funny... still very stress... sigh.. but i think it's slowly coming along larh...

sigh.. dun feel like talking much....

i'm supposed to be doing my assignment.... but.... i can't help but want to blog...

it's thurs morning... it's been 3 over days or so... well.. everyone misses spady... the house seems and feels so empty without him.. there seems to be nothing to look forward to when i come home anymore.. it's like, i'd normally peek in from the outside when i get home everyday to see where he is... i guess it's habit.. but i find myself doing that everytime i come home... at da same time, mommy keeps looking on the rug when she opens the room door coz he used to sit there and sleep... sigh... raquel misses him too.. and i think grand too... to a certain extent anyway.. the house is just..... so... empty...

besides that... there are so many things on my mind.. my bowling.. my assignments and schoolwork, my work.. and.. my personal life... there's just so many things going on nowadays...

oh well...

And spady is no more....

I'm not sure whether what i did was right... I'm not sure if he wanted to fight on.. The others said it was right to put him out of his misery... But i'm really not sure...

Came home to say goodbye. Had no guts to see him thru... Stayed home.. Will I regret it?

Argh... I miss the old him... I just miss him... I want him back... but that's not possible... I know it's not...

It's just so hard to let go...