Blinded

haha... interesting title don't u think, i think, it can mean many many different things... but for now, the only thing is literally going blind...

with the office coms, i am quite sure i'll go blind by the time i finish here... heh... -_-"

Life now...

since i've got the strength, i'll take this chance to quickly update my blog...
well.. exams have ended... and... yes... attachment has started... heh... well, hmm... i guess i totally had no idea what to expect... was pretty blur... din have much expectations... so.. yeah.. things have been really good... everyone at da office's real cool... although really busy... and thank god i don't end up like some other interns who have to wash toilets when they get in.. heh.. pity them manz... haha... yup... my long day doesn't seem so long.. but it is fairly long... yup.. that's about all i have to say bout that. can't be bothered to type too much...

and.. i also prob did da hardest thing eva todae... i returned my starbucks card to gen.. damn sad lar.. but nvm lar.. i think i won't be able to stay away for long... or maybe... aiyah.. i don't know!!!! but yeah.. i may be back... so... yeah.. only time can tell... yup... tata!

lost

am once again supposed to be studying.. but here i am again....

times have changed so much since like... 2002... 2003... things back then was all about having fun... minding your own business... having people make decisions for u... laid back.. relaxed life... those times were good...

now... everything's constantly changing... everyone's constantly changing.. or.. i think everyone is.. well... that's not my point... i think since i left yckss... my life has been... hmm... changing.. and honestly, i think it kind of changed for the worst... sure i was the school bitch last time.. but at least i knew exactly what i was doing... and the reasons i was doing it for.. now... i've changed... completely changed.. i don't know myself anymore... when i look in the mirror.. i see a changed gal... physically.. probably betta than last time... but... character wise... i got absolutely no idea who i am... everywhere i go.... it's a different mask for a different occasion.. only a few people have seen the troo me... or so i think lar...

ah!! someone pls help find me... i got no idea who i am no more... i don't like the feeling.. and i definately don't like where i am now... argh...