am once again supposed to be studying.. but here i am again....
times have changed so much since like... 2002... 2003... things back then was all about having fun... minding your own business... having people make decisions for u... laid back.. relaxed life... those times were good...
now... everything's constantly changing... everyone's constantly changing.. or.. i think everyone is.. well... that's not my point... i think since i left yckss... my life has been... hmm... changing.. and honestly, i think it kind of changed for the worst... sure i was the school bitch last time.. but at least i knew exactly what i was doing... and the reasons i was doing it for.. now... i've changed... completely changed.. i don't know myself anymore... when i look in the mirror.. i see a changed gal... physically.. probably betta than last time... but... character wise... i got absolutely no idea who i am... everywhere i go.... it's a different mask for a different occasion.. only a few people have seen the troo me... or so i think lar...
ah!! someone pls help find me... i got no idea who i am no more... i don't like the feeling.. and i definately don't like where i am now... argh...
1 comment:
Hihi...
Been reading your blog and can see how tired out you are... I understand how stressful it must be... Take care of yourself kayz... Persevere on with the strength of God... I'll be here if ya need to share or vent your frustrations on a bad day!! Ta-ta!
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