being me is difficult...

hmm.. i think quite a few of u may disagree to the title.. but to me, it's life.. seriously...

imagine if u wake up everyday... doing things just to please others and try your very best to make everyone around you happy... hmm.. doesn't sound too bad does it?! everybody's happy, you're happy.. well.. that's seriously what i used to thihnk.. until lately.. heh... but i guess... that's life... everybody.. ok lar.. maybe not everyone.. but a lot of people tend to take other people for granted.. it's quite sickening... and there are also some... who realise they've been mis-treating you... and have a total change of heart to try making up for it... and sometimes, the way they try's really freaky...

ok.. the past 1 and a half weeks since my last update.. well, it's been busy... work's quite a killer.. getting many things from many people who don't know what each other give me.. -_-" but yeah.. i guess i'm coping.. juz that take short breaks here and there coz the screen really kills... end up staying back late on quite a few days coz u just hafta rush stuff...

infact, it can sometimes be so tiring that... yeah.. i din have the energy to train on monday... it's like... how bad can life get?!?! everything tires u out... and u have absolutely no time to rest coz your schedule's so packed with stuff... it's either u gotta live up to others expectations.. or u've gotta make sure things go smoothly... heh.. it's sometimes such a chore... heh.. oh well.. but i guess i should quit complaining coz i enjoy making things happen..

oh.. and i guess i kind of got into trouble coz i overslept this morning and din check my phone so i could inform da others that lunch had been cancelled... guys.. if u all read this, i'm really really sorry... mr gerald ang actually msged me at 10 plus in da morning... but i din wake up til 12.15..
:( paiseh.. esp to arthur who i know already left the house... and wj.. for getting there 5 mins after i msged him... sorry...

k lar.. that's about it for now, i really gotta go do my work now... sucks rite?! gotta bring home office work to do... bleahx... k lar.. ciao..