Suicide...

Waking up early in the morning for a 9-6 job.. and playing a trounament after that.. sounds easy? haha.. i'm like... dying la..

2 days into National Age Group... am DEFINATELY not doing good.. hardly have the time and the energy to practice.. my average is crap... it's really depressing when you can't perform.. another 2 days to go.. hopefully, i won't be the one to crash my doubles partner later on today.. and my team for tmr... the girls team... heh.. can't complain that much la.. nothing fantastic... if we wanna win at POL-ITE games.. we definately have to practice much much much much more.. as for the guys team.. thank God... heh.. don't need to worry too much about them.. quite confident that at least 3 of the 4 will get into this saturday's masters..

as for work, well, not doing that well either.. am so tired.. getting work done at a slightly slower pace.. and on top of that.. the workload's growing too.. sadly.. not at da same slightly slower pace.. although that'd be much appreciated.. well, that's life la.. it never works out the way you want it to...

hmm... even i don't feel good about this week.. it's like... i'm the sort that likes to under perform.. but because of the circumstances, i've got no choice.. i'm not allowed to take leave.. neither can i not play... i don't like not getting work done in the office.. and i also don't like under performing when it comes to bowling.. it's difficult enough i've never played at OCC before this tournament.. argh.. why can't i just stay home and rest??

can't take an mc either coz da only reason i can take a mc for won't allow me to bowl... =( so.. bear with the pain.. bear with the workload.. bear with the lack of sleep.. bear with the hunger.. sigh.. wad else lehx?? oh.. but seriously.. thank God for friends... i think they're the ones who keep me going...

can't wait for the week to be over.. wad's left is work til fri.. NAG doubles tonite, team tmr nite, 10th MDIS Championship sat morning, MCS alumnae meeting.. sat afternoon.. NAG masters final[i won't get in.. but i'll go there to support da others.. hehe.. =) ]

hope i'll survive da week...

Not my day...

today... is.. so... not.. my... day... argh.. heh..

well, got up late... forgot to call office to tell them i'd come in late... umm... da outside was pouring cats and dogs... not fun la... heh.. den come office.. so much work.. and everyone's mood wasn't that good either... heh..

argh.. thank god for starbucks coffee.. but... when i'm in a not so good mood, i've learnt that trainee baristas SHOULDN'T make my coffee.. heh.. only wrecks my day more.. but.. been there.. done that.. know how they feel... so.. i'm not that mean... thank god for whipped cream and chocolate drizzle... hehe... (yes... i know it's fattening... but it's nice..)

was supposed to go bowl tonite at hougang bowl, but cancelled.. don't feel like it.. and.. at da looks of it, won't bowl for doubles on sat either.. hmm.. let's juz say.. haven't been feeling like it..

gosh.. i really need someone to make my day... thank god da day in da office is over.. and i'll be making my way back home in awhile... hoping real hard tmr will be better..

supposed to go for a meeting tmr too.. don't really want to.. wanna go out.. but... budget... and.. kind of still on medication.. shouldn't drink... (not that i really care la.. =x oops.. shouldn't have said that here.. now probably gonna get shot down by many many people..) but i wanna go let loose... go chill with friends... and dance!! haha.. so fun...

thinking about it is cheering me up a lil already... and.. on top of that, what i really wanna do now to get me happier is go shop for pretty shoes.. hahaha... yes yes.. i'm mad... but i'd like more pretty shoes... *puppy eyes* and i think if given a choice through out the year, everyone'd prefer me to buy shoes now during da sale... discounts!! haha.. den i've gotta be a good gal and keep da shoes to wear throughout da year.. haha.. yar rite... okok.. i'll let u in on a secret.. (not that it's much of a secret anyway.. guess i'm a bit mad..) haha.. i've budgeted for a pair of shoes every month!! hahahaha.. so cool dunch u think?!

k la.. enough about me... i'm off!! tata!

My 2 cents worth... and a lil escapade...

ok... a quick post before i go to bed...

caught a lil bit of singapore idol juz now.. eva wonder why it's singapore idol and not singaporean idol? haha.. eva wonder why singapore has SO FEW artiste that make it internationally.. and i'm not talking about asia type of international... i'm talking bout UK and US and everything else.. haha.. like... get a frigging life... da way some of them sing, or maybe... most of them.... haha... i won't pay 60 cents to vote for anyone on the current season... like come on... stop trying to imitate other people and slang or put on a fake accent while singing the song.. coz it's so.... NOT YOU... if you really wanna win da crowd, be who you are... learn from others... but never copy... create your own style... and... on top of that... DO NOT EVA USE YOUR THROAT VOICE!!!! IT SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING AND HORRIBLE!!! eww... heh.. enough said for now...

yeah... bout da lil escapade.. haha.. me being me... got bored... and decided to go for a jog and a lil chill out time at bishan park.. haha.. it's so not me to do such a thing.. haven't worked out in ages.. haha.. ok la.. went with raquel... had quite a lot of fun.. talking, crapping, gossiping.. and playing at da fitness corner as well as da playground... =x haha.. good stomach excercise.. haha.. looking forward to gorgeous abs.. haha..

oh.. and.. i bought another pair of shoes too... haha... yay! =)