it's been 4 days since i've last updated... reason being... i'm just not in the mood to.. life all of a sudden, has become so... hmm.. don't know the right word to use.. anyway, here's an update...

i've basically wasted the first 2 days of my week.. and have only started studying for my common test on wed... and now that it's friday morning... as in... really really early in the morning, i realised that i have absolutely not enough time to finish my revision... what's making it worse is the quite bad mood swings this week.. i sometimes have the urge to study about 10 hours in a row.. and sometimes, i just can't study at all... yup.. i'm only human... heh.. i've got 4 modules to study for.. and so far, i've only completed about 3 quaters of a programming module.. <- not the kind of thing that's pleasant to study for... so little time to study for something that seems so small... insignificant... but yet, u know that will make quite a big difference overall.. sigh... there are just so many things you don't wanna do.. but have to...

well.. besides that, update from tekong... he's ok i guess... passed his rifle thingy... so he won't have to go back to the range... besides that, both alpha n ben tan will be going for their field camp on sat all the way to friday nite or sat morning i think... but it's a one week thing larh.. yup.. won't be able to bring handphones... can't see him... can't talk to him... as much as i hate to admit it, it's quite depressing to not know how he is... and also not being able to contact him... hmm.. i think that's really the ultimate... as it is, i already miss him a lot... more now than when he went in actually.. anyway, that's about all i want to say... call me lovesick or anything larh.. i don't really care.. but at least i know God will keep him and ben tan safe yeah? =) that's for sure..

hmm... to all the poly people who are reading this, all the best for ur common tests.. study hard k?

to everyone else, take care & God bless!
(if it doesn't make sense, juz ignore it.. i don't exactly know what i'm thinking now.. everything's jumbled up... )