sigh.. what can i say??? it's juz more complaining... still haven't studied much... already in quite a new year mood... wanna shop... no cash... want alpha, entirely not possible either... oh well... *shrugs* guess we just have to live with what we have... sigh.. no alpha for 1 whole week.. no seeing him.. no calling him.. not even msg-ing him... stupid field camp.. heh.. nvm.. ignore me.. i'm just a lil immature gal... heh.. but honestly, it's difficult to not see someone u care about so much for so long... not only the seeing part.. but not being able to contact the person at all... doubt many of you will know what i mean... well, u say u know.. but in actual fact, u don't... coz u've never experienced it b4... hah.. nvm... hmm.. this week.. i think it works both ways for me n for him... i think we'll both have to depend on God more than ever... to put it in short, we've never not been able to contact each other for a whole week.. the contacting part...... i'd say... 3 days max?? or maybe less.. haha.. okok... i'm a spoilt little gal who gets a phone call everynite... *grinz* haha.. sigh.... anyway, i'll live larh... prob just be day dreaming a lot.. haha.. who knows... i don't either.. there's a first time for everything rite??? on da bright side, i'll get to see him soon.. in 8 days... heh..